I felt all round. I was in my little bed, the splinter at the side of
the head-board ran into my finger as usual. There I was, and nowhere
else. Was it a tremendous fog? If it was, they should have told me,
for they knew that I liked fogs. At least they thought so, from the
interest I felt.
I groped for the little bell-pull, a sleezy worsted cord, which meant to
break every time, but was not strong enough to do it. I jerked with all
my strength, which seemed very little somehow. What a pleasure! The
bell rang like a fire-peal. I fell back on the pillow, exhausted, but
determined to have it out with Mrs. Shelfer. I put my hands up to
arrange my hair, to look a little more like Clara Vaughan, when the
light should enter, and to frighten Mrs. Shelfer.
There was something on my head. I never wear a night-cap; my long black
hair would scorn it. Am I in a madhouse, is this put to keep me cool?
Cold it is, and my brain so hot. All Wenham lake on Dives, and he will
only hiss. While I am pulling at it, and find it streaming wet, in
comes--I know her step--Mrs. Shelfer. But there is no light from the
passage!
"Mrs. Shelfer, what do you mean by this?"
"By what, my dear good soul? I have done all the blessed things I was
told to do for you. You might have put a ostrich feather or a marabout
to my mouth, Miss Valence, and tucked me up, and a headstone, and none
the wiser, when Uncle John brought you home last night."
"I suppose I am dreaming. But I am sure I rang the bell."
"Miss Valence, you did so, and no mistake. Bless me! I started in my
shoes. A good job, Shelfer wasn’t home, he’s so nervous. He’d have
gone for gin straightways. Now get up, that’s a dear good soul, and
when you have had some breakfast, we’ll talk over it, Miss Valence. Let
me see how your eyes are. Uncle John said they was bad, and I was to
keep them covered. I expects him here every minute. Now turn them up
to the light. What large eyes you have, to be sure. Bless me! Where
are your long black lashes?"
"Mrs. Shelfer, there is some strange mistake. Let the light into the
room."
I had risen in the bed, and her breath was on my forehead.
"Light, dear child, I can’t let more. The sun is on your face."
I fell back upon my pillow, and could rise no more. The truth had been
tingling through me, all the time she talked. I was stone-blind. I
flung the bandage from me, and wished my heart would break. Mrs.
Shelfer tried some comfort. She seemed to grieve for my eyelashes, more
than for my eyes; and addressed her comfort more to my looks than sight.
Of course, I did not listen. When would the creature be gone, and let
me try to think?
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