"When my evidence is completed. Now, remember, you have to deal with
men keen as hawks, and stealthy as tigers. But there is no real danger,
if you keep your self-command. Observe all four as narrowly as you can,
both for your own sake and for mine. Be careful to stand on the centre
of the stool. But you had better not get upon it until they have
searched the room. Now, good-bye. I trust to your courage. If any
harm comes, I will avenge you."
"A comfort that! What good will it be to me?"
"If vengeance is no good, what are you doing here?"
"Thank you. That is no business of yours. Don’t let me detain you."
He told me afterwards that he had vexed me on purpose to arouse my
mettle. And I am sure I needed it.
"Ah! now you are all right. If your caution fails you, the man who slew
your father will be sure to escape us."
"If it fails me, ’twill be from anger, not from terror."
"I know it. Let me look at you."
He threw the full light on my face. The burnished concave was not
brighter or firmer than my eyes.
"Pale as death, and quite as resolute. Rely only upon yourself."
"God and myself," I whispered, as he glided out of sight along the
vaults below. I could see no other entrance to the place in which I
sat; but how could I tell?
For a minute excitement kept me hot; but as the last gleam of the light
died upon the wall below, my heart began to throb heavily, and a chill
came over me. The pulse thumped in my ears, like a knocking in the
cellar. "Was it fear?" I asked myself, in scorn that I should ask. No,
it was not fear, but horrible suspense. The balance of life and death,
of triumph and disgrace, swung there before me in the dark, as if my
breath would turn it. No dream of a child, no vagary of the brain--the
clear perception of strong will and soul poised upon this moment.
The moment was too long; the powers began to fail, the senses grew more
faint and confused at every heavy throb. Little images and little
questions took the place of large ones. In vain I looked for even a
cobweb, or the skeleton of a fly, where the dull light flickered through
the pane of glass. In vain I listened for a mouse. Even a rat (much as
I hate him) would have been welcome then. The repeater was purposely
made so low of tick, that I got no comfort thence. All was deep,
unfathomable silence, except the sound of my rebel heart.
As a forlorn hope, I began to reckon sixty slowly, as a child keeps with
a ticking clock.
It would not do. My heart was beating louder than ever, and my hands
were trembling; even my teeth rattled like dice in a box as the time
approached.
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