She stared, and hesitated; but saw that I was in earnest.
"I don’t know where to find it, Miss; and none of them will come near
me; and they’ll stop me too if they can. Why they won’t bring my food
to the door, but put it half-way down the passage. They wanted to lock
me in, only I wouldn’t stand that; and they break all the plates and
dishes, and to-day they sent word that my dinner must come in at the
window to-morrow."
"Low cowards and zanies! Now find the yeast, Jane, if you have to
search for an hour. They must all be gone to bed now, except Matilda
Jenkins; and she dare not stop you if you say you have my orders."
"Bless you, Miss; she’ll run away as if I was a ghost."
"Then call to her, that I say she must go to bed directly."
After a few more words, Jane went her way stealthily, like a
thorough-bred thief; and I was left alone with my poor dying uncle.
Wonderful as it seemed to me, I felt now a tender affection for him, I
the resolute, the consistent, the bitter Clara Vaughan. Even if he had
told me that moment, that he had plotted my father’s death, I would have
perilled my life for his; because I should have known that he was sorry.
Yet I was full of cold fear, lest he should awake to consciousness, and
utter that awful cry, while I alone was with him, in the dead hour of
night.
Sooner than I expected, the nurse came back with a jug of beautiful
yeast, smelling as fresh as daybreak. We put it outside the window on
the stone sill, to keep it cool and airy. She had seen no one except
Matilda, who was waiting for me, and crying dreadfully, predicting my
certain death, and her own too; if she should have to attend me. She
kept at a most respectful distance from Jane; and, with all her
affection, was glad to be clear of me for the night.
For nearly two hours, the nurse and I sat watching, with hardly a spoken
word, except that I asked one question.
"How often has Mrs. Daldy been to see my uncle?"
"She would hardly leave his bedside, until the fever declared itself.
Since then she has not been once."
Broad awake at that strange hour, and in that strange way, I began to
pass through the stereoscope of my brain the many strange slides of my
life. Of all of these, the last for the moment seemed the strangest.
Suddenly we heard a low feeble moan. Running into the bedroom, there we
saw the poor sick one with his eyes wide open, vainly attempting to
rise. I put my arms around him, and raised him on the pillow. He tried
to say ’thank you,’ for he was always a gentleman in his manners; then
he gazed at me with hazily wondering eyes. Then he opened his mouth in
a spasmodic way, and began that bitter cry.
Ere he closed his mouth again, I poured well into his throat a
table-spoonful of yeast, handed to me by Jane. To my great pleasure, it
glided beyond the black tongue; and I gave him two more spoonfuls, while
he was staring at me with a weak and rigid amazement.
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