"No water, Jane, not a drop of water! It will work far better alone.
He doesn’t know what it is, and he thinks he has had his water. Keep
him thirsty that he may take more."
As he lay thus in my arms, I felt that one side was icily cold, and the
other fiery hot. His face looked most ghastly and livid, but there was
not that mystical gray upon it, like the earth-shine on the moon, which
shows when the face of man is death’s mirror, and the knee of death on
man’s heart. In a minute he slid from my grasp, down on the pillow
again, and, with a long-drawn sigh, became once more stiff and
insensible. My hope was faint indeed, but still it was hope: if he had
hope’s vitality, he might yet be saved.
The rest of that night was passed by the nurse and myself in heavy yet
broken sleep. Jane assured me that there was no chance of my poor uncle
becoming conscious again, for at least six hours. I was loth to forego
my watch, and argued that the dose we had given might cut short this
interval; but lo--while I kept repeating at weary and weary periods,
that I could do no harm, since the physician gave up, and I might do
good--sleep, the lover of repetition, laid his hand alike on my formula
and myself. Dear Judy’s howl was in my dream, and Mrs. Shelfer’s never
ceasing prattle.
CHAPTER XVIII.
Cold and fresh was the morning air, and the open window invited the
sounds of country life. Who could think of fever with the bright dew
sparkling on the lawn, the lilac buds growing fat enough to claim their
right of shadow, the pleasant ring of the sharpening scythe, and the
swishing sweep of the swathe? From the stable-yard, round the corner,
came the soothing hiss of the grooms, the short stamp of the lively
steed (I fancied I knew my own favourite "Lilla"), and the gruff "Stand
still, mare, wull’e?" Far down the avenue whistled the cowboy,
waddle-footed, on his way to the clover leys, or the milkmaid sung with
the pail on her hip, and the deer came trooping and stooping their horns
along. Was it not one of my own pet robins, who hopped on the
window-sill, peered bravely at himself in the jug, and tried to remember
the last of his winter notes?
But it is cold, Jane, very cold indeed; and we have never been to bed;
and now the mowers have descried us, why do they stop their work, and
shake their heads together so, and keep outside the ranunculus bed, and
agree that the grass beneath our windows does not require cutting? Why,
if they were Papists, they would cross themselves, and that saves many
an oath. But the grass does want cutting, Jane. It cannot have been
cut for a week. I will call to them. No, it might disturb my uncle.
There is no sound from the bed-room yet: all deep and deadly silence. I
will go and see.
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