And now, for a short time, we enjoyed deep, quiet, delicious happiness.
The crime which had haunted me was confessed and forgiven. Amply
possessed of the means, and even the abundance of life, I was blessed
with strong health again, and freedom among the free. Richest and best
of all blessings, I had a sweet, most lovely, and most loving wife, and
loved her once and for all. No more beautiful vision has any poet
imagined than young Lily Vaughan sitting under the vine-leaves, her form
more exquisite than ever, her soft-eyed infant in her lap wondering at
his mother’s beauty, while her own deep-lustred eyes carried to her
husband’s, without the trouble of thinking, all that flowed into her
heart--joy at belonging to him, hope of bliss to come, fear of
over-happiness, pride in all the three of us, and shame at feeling
proud. Then a gay coquettish glance, as quick youth warms the veins,
and some humorous thought occurs, a tickle for the baby, and a feint of
cold-shouldering me. But, jealous as I was, desperately jealous, for my
love was more passionate than ever, I can honourably state that Lily’s
one and only trial to arouse my jealousy was an ignominious failure,
recoiling only on the person of the dear designer. However exacting
little Harry might be, I never grudged him his double share of
attention. In the first place I looked upon him as a piece of me, still
holding on; and, in the next place, I knew that all he laid claim to was
only a loan to him, and belonged in fee simple to his father.
At this time I wrote to my brother again, announcing the birth of our
boy, and that we had made him his namesake; dispensing, too, with all
further reserve on the subject of our marriage. This letter was never
delivered to your dear father. That much I know, for certain; and at
one time I strongly suspected that our cold-blooded, crafty foe
contrived to intercept it. But no; if he had, he would have known
better afterwards.
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