French fiction -- Translations into English; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
"Oh! it is good, oh! it is good to be alone," murmured she; "we can live
under the same roof. They have done well to arrange matters in this way.
We owe them our thanks. May they be happy on their side; we will be
happy on ours."
Then, she assumed a tone of confidence, and said, in a low and joyous
voice:
"You never knew it, but I did not like Laurence. She was bad to you; she
made you shed tears which I would willingly have dried. At night, I
could not sleep; I was rude even to Jacques; I wished to ascend to your
chamber to watch over you, in order that she might not harm you. You
will never leave me again, will you, Claude? I will be a good little
woman, and will take up as small a space as possible."
Marie maintained silence for a short time, smiling at her thoughts. She
was growing weaker and weaker, she was becoming inert. I supported her
form, I felt the life quitting her flesh with every word she uttered.
She had now but a few minutes to live. Her smile faded away, she seemed
to be stricken with fear.
"You are deceiving me, Claude," she suddenly resumed: "Laurence is not
in Jacques' chamber. You are trying to please me. Have you ever seen him
kiss her?"
"Yes."
"Where?"
"Over there, opposite, upon the wall."
Marie clasped her hands.
"I wish to see," said she, pressing against me.
She had a hollow and supplicating voice; she caressed me, humbly and
gently.
I took her in my arms and lifted her from the bed. She was very light,
all palpitating; she abandoned herself to my grasp. I carried her
cautiously, scarcely feeling her weight, fearing to hurt her. My hands
touched with a holy respect this poor, dishevelled creature, who clung
to my neck, belonging already to death.
When, with outstretched arms I held her before the window, Marie, whose
head was thrown back, looked at the sky. The heavens were of a deep
blue, sown with stars; the calm air was full of warm, slow quivers. The
eyes of the dying girl were fixed upon the stars, she breathed the
lukewarm air. Her visage, until then resigned, had a painful
contraction, like a revolt of the expiring flesh in the presence of the
breath of life. She was absorbed in her contemplation, her glance
wandered about in the sombre space, she seemed to be dreaming her last
dream.
I heard her murmur and bent down. She said:
"I do not see them, they are not kissing."
And she gently agitated her poor hands in the air, as if to tear away
the veil which was stretched before her sight.
Then, I lifted up her head. The shadows, in the square patch of yellow
light, were still kissing. They were blacker, more energetic, and their
sharpness made them frightful. Marie saw them.
A glad smile showed itself upon her lips. With childish joy, with a
youthful voice, she approached my ear, caressing me with her hand.
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