French fiction -- Translations into English; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
"Laurence," said I, more gently, "in pity go away. If you have ever had
any love for me, spare me further suffering. Our tenderness for each
other is dead, we must separate. Go forth into life, where you will, but
take the path that leads to goodness and happiness, if you can. Let me
recover my hope and my gayety."
She folded her arms in despair, repeating several times, in a wild tone:
"All is over, all is over!"
"Yes, all is over," answered I, with emphasis.
Then, Laurence fell upon the floor in a mass, and burst into violent
sobs.
Pâquerette, who had tranquilly resumed possession of her arm-chair,
looked at her with curiosity. The old wretch was filled with
astonishment, chewing some lozenges which she had just found, Marie not
having lived long enough to finish the box.
"Ah! my child," said she to Laurence, "have you also lost your senses?
Great heavens! what fools lovers are in these days! In my time, people
quitted each other gayly. Do you not see that it is greatly to your
advantage to separate from Claude. He consents. Thank him, and depart at
once."
Laurence did not hear her, she was striking the floor with her feet and
with her fists, a prey to a sort of nervous crisis. Lightly clad, she
twisted, panting, full of quivers which shook her all over. She bit her
hair which had fallen over her face, she uttered half stifled cries,
confused words which were lost amid her sobs.
I saw her from head to foot, crushed and quivering; I felt neither pity
nor anger.
Then, she got upon her knees, and, her face convulsed, her flesh
reddened and blued by tears, dragging herself towards me in her twisted
and hanging skirts, she cried out:
"You are right, Claude, I am bad. I prefer to speak the truth, to tell
you everything. You will, perhaps, pardon me afterwards. Your eyes have
rightly seen: my lips should be red with Jacques' kisses. I went to him,
I forced him to treason. I am a wicked wretch!"
Her sobs convulsed her bosom. They mounted from the depths of her being
in enormous and painful breaths, swelled her throat horribly, made her
whole body undulate, burst from her lips in hollow and heart-rending
cries.
"Have mercy upon me," murmured she. "I did not know that Jacques' kisses
would separate us. I acted without reflection, without thinking of you.
I grew weary sometimes, in the evening, when you came to this chamber.
Then, I sought to amuse myself. That is the true state of the case; it
admits of no other explanation. I do not wish to quit you. Pardon me,
pardon me!"
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