French fiction -- Translations into English; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
In the evening, without knowing how, we again found ourselves at the
Coup du Milieu. A crowd was there. Young women and young men filled the
groves, making a great noise and confusion; white dresses, red and blue
ribbons, stained the light green of the leaves; bursts of merry laughter
gently rippled along amid the twilight. Candles had been lighted upon
the tables, pricking with luminous points the growing obscurity. Some
Tyrolese were singing in the middle of the alley.
We ate upon the end of a table, as in the morning, joining in the
general laughter, making efforts to get out of ourselves. The noisy
youth surrounding us frightened me a little; I thought I saw among my
neighbors many Jacqueses and many Maries. Between the tree branches, I
perceived a corner of the sky, pale and melancholy, as yet without
stars; I experienced much difficulty in taking my eyes from the calm
heavens to fix them upon the world of folly shouting around me. I
remember now that Laurence appeared to be excited and troubled.
Then, silence was re-established; all the strangers had departed, and we
were left alone. I had resolved to sleep at the Coup du Milieu that I
might enjoy, on the morrow, the dew, the white brightness of the dawn.
While the servants were making preparations to accommodate us, Laurence
and I walked out into the garden, at the further end of which we seated
ourselves upon a bench. The night was mild, starry and transparent;
vague sounds arose from the earth; a horn, on a neighboring height,
complained in a faint and caressing tone. The plain, with its great
masses of black, motionless foliage, stretched out its mysterious
limits; it seemed to sleep, quivering, agitated by a dream of love.
Our chamber was damp. It was on the ground floor, low, new and already
degraded. Pieces of furniture were absent from their appointed places.
On the ceiling lovers had traced their names by passing the flame of a
candle over the plaster; the knotty and straggling letters spread out,
broad and black. I took a knife, and, like a child, cut the date beneath
a heart-shaped window which opened upon the country, without either
grating or shutter.
The bed was excellent, if the chamber did not present a handsome
appearance. In the morning, on awaking, while still half asleep, I saw,
upon the wall facing me, a sight which I could not comprehend and which
filled me with terror. The chamber was yet dark; in the midst of the
darkness, on the wall, an enormous heart was bleeding. I imagined that I
felt my breast empty, and despairingly began to search within me for my
love. I felt my love biting at my vitals, and then I realized that the
sun had risen and that its rays were pouring in copious floods through
the heart-shaped window.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account