Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Murderers -- Fiction; Short stories
So Gruin came to know the worst fear the known holds for us: fear of
madness. But that fear did not last long. It very speedily deepened
into that last ultimate horror--of the _un_known--which can prey on a
man's mind.
Mad because he seemed to hear the weird clicking of heels beside him?
_Seemed_ to hear?
He went into the library one night when his grandfather sat at his
desk, reading. It was late, and the house was very still. The old man's
senses were excellent. He didn't become aware of Gruin's entrance for
a moment, but then he glanced up quickly, with a slightly surprized
expression.
"Oh," he said, carelessly. "You're alone."
"Of course. Why?"
"It sounded for a moment as though there were two of you," the old man
said. "A sort of clicking. It must have been your hard heels against
the floor."
Gruin managed to get out of there without letting his grandfather see
the chaos in his brain. But he staggered like a drunken man after
leaving the library.
"Sounded as though there were two of you ... must have been your hard
heels against the floor." God! Gruin didn't wear hard leather heels.
Every shoe he owned had rubber on it.
"A sort of clicking...."
The clicking of Maria José's small red heels as they twinkled unseen
beside him! Maria José, who had died in flame and ruin at the bottom of
the cliff!
He was _not_ mad, then. The sound he had thought to hear in madness,
actually was there to be heard. And then Gruin knew that ultimate
horror which comes with the unknown. For if the sound really was there,
perceptible enough for others to hear it, the cause of the sound must
be there too!
A dead girl walking beside him! A thing from some unknown sphere!
"_Walking when you walk, stopping when you stop_----"
"I walk with death!" Gruin told himself, shuddering, with the icy sweat
of horror on his forehead.
Red heels clicking beside him, as small, unseen feet kept time with
his. As Maria had kept time when they walked down the street together.
With one difference. Maria, alive, had been unable to match his strides
when he increased them to their full masculine length. Maria, dead,
could do that. He caught himself crazily shortening and lengthening
his step as he walked down the street--with people turning to look
curiously after him. But no matter how he walked, the unseen little
heels beside him clicked in even pace.
Walking with death. Escorting a dead girl wherever he went. Sometimes
Gruin talked with her, damning her, whispering curses, telling her to
get back to the grave from which she had come. And more people began to
turn to look after him as he walked the streets.
His grandfather and his friends began asking him what was wrong, and he
couldn't tell them. His grandfather sent him to a great psychiatrist,
and Gruin couldn't tell him what was wrong, either. Confession as
to what was wrong with him lay too dangerously close to a murder
confession.
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