"Now, Mary, lay right down here," he commanded. "Sunday's a day of rest,
and you've got to rest. Don't you worry about the children. If they get
tired listenin' to the sermon, they've got sense enough to get up and
come out here; and nobody's goin' to know whether you and me are in
church or not. They're too much taken up with the baptizin' and the
bride."
And with these assurances Mary closed her eyes, and surrendered herself
to the sweet influence of the day and hour. The sunshine lay warm on her
shoulders and hands, the breath of May fanned her aching head, and John,
like a strong angel, was watching beside her. She heard the twitter of
birds in the top branches of the giant oaks, the voices of the choir
came to her softened by the distance, and her brain took up the rhythm
of the hymn they were singing:
"This is the day the Lord hath made,
He calls the hours his own;
Let heaven rejoice, let earth be glad,
And praise surround the throne."
But before the last stanza had been sung, the tension of brain and body
relaxed. John saw that she slept and thanked God. He looked at her
sleeping face, and the anxiety in his own deepened. For five years he
had borne the cross of a peevish, invalid wife, and then he had known
the bliss of living with a perfectly sound woman. He had never analyzed
the nature of his love for Mary,--as soon would he have torn away the
petals of Mary's budding roses to see what was at their heart,--and he
did not know that the charm that had drawn him to her and kept him her
lover through three years of married life, was not alone her sweet,
unselfish nature, but the exquisite health that made work a pleasure,
the perfect equilibrium of nerve and brain that kept a song on her lips,
that made her step like a dance, and her mere presence a spell to soothe
and heal. His heart sank at the thought of her losing these. He had
always shielded her from the heavy drudgery that farm life brings to a
woman, and now he called memory to the witness stand and sternly
questioned her concerning the cause of this sudden change. She had been
having a good deal of company lately, but then Mary enjoyed company. She
had never complained about the unusual number of callers, but who ever
heard Mary complain about anything? She was not the complaining kind.
John was not a psychologist, and could not know the danger to nerve and
brain that lies in enforced--even self-enforced--submission to
unpleasant circumstances, but his brow darkened as he thought of her
words: "Nearly everything new was cut out by my chart." And yet, what
right had he to blame the neighbors for their thoughtlessness? If he,
Mary's husband, had not been considerate of her health and happiness,
why should he expect the neighbors to be so?
"It's all my fault at last," he thought remorsefully, as he leaned over
the sleeping woman and brushed away an insect that had lighted on her
gold-brown hair.
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