Soon of us all there will remain only a few ashes, and the flame which
rises, one yet infinitely multiplied, from our inmost souls towards
Heaven. There with its thousand tongues it will sing forever the glory
of the Omnipotent Creator.
* * * * *
So I lie dreaming in my garret, while outside the wind falls with the
fading light, and the chill wings of the snow brush across the window
panes. As the shadows darken my eyes can no longer distinguish the book
in my hand, but with my face on the page the human scent comes to my
nostrils; is it I, or the story that is dying away into the night,
that comes, that is here? I am in the forest, my prey eludes me in
the long vistas, as I seem to stop and listen with a beating heart to
the flight and the pursuit: my eyes slowly close, but they can pierce
through the darkness; I am not asleep, the planets are looking at me
through the window, I can almost touch the glass, and across the black
arch without flashes one shooting star, then another,--a rain of jewels
this November night; and I think of Cæsar and his comet,--perhaps that
is the trail of his blood up yonder!
At dawn I am still there dreaming. It is Sunday; I hear the church
bells, and their sound fills the whole house from cellar to garret
with its vibrations, giving new life to my vagrant fancies, which
spread themselves over poor old Paillard’s book. To my ear my dim
little chamber resounds to the feet of armies, the wheels of chariots,
and the tramp of war-steeds. The windows shake, my ears and my
heart thrill with the sound, and I open my mouth to cry: “Ave Cæsar
Imperator!”--when Florimond, who has come up and is looking out of the
window, says with a loud yawn: “There is not a single soul to be seen
in the street this morning,--it is as dull as ditch-water!”
XIV
HEALTH TO THE KING!
St. Martin’s Day,
November 11th.
The air was delightfully soft and warm when I woke this morning; it
seemed like a gentle touch on my cheek, or a kitten rubbing itself
against me. It flowed in a golden stream through the window; the sky
had raised her cloudy eyelids, and looked at me with her pale blue
eyes, while a faint ray of sunshine smiled from the opposite roof.
I felt dreamy and languid and like a boy again,--old fool that I am!
But I have stopped growing old and am now retracing my steps as fast
as I can; pretty soon I shall be an infant in arms once more. My
heart was filled with sweet visions,--like good Roger who yearned for
Alcine,--you remember? I was in such a tender humor that I could not
have been persuaded to harm a fly, and any child could have played with
me.
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