You have heard of the furniture, now let us talk of the house itself,
which is like another daughter to me, for I built it with my own hands
bit by bit, and some parts over and over again, on the banks of the
Beuvron, which flows along slowly smooth and green, full of grass, mud
and slime, just where the suburbs begin on the other side of the bridge
which is like a crouching hound with the water licking below. Directly
in front the tower of St. Martin rises light and proud, its edges like
an embroidered skirt. They tell us the steps leading to Paradise are
dark and steep; so are those of Old Rome leading up to the carved
doorway. My shell, my niche is outside the walls, and the result of
that is that when from the top of St. Martin’s tower they spy an enemy
in the plain the town shuts its gates, and the enemy comes to me;--I
could get along without that sort of visit, though I like conversation
as a general thing. So I leave the key under the door, and get out,
but when I come back it sometimes happens that both door and key have
disappeared, leaving only the four walls, and then I have to rebuild.
My friends say to me, “Stupid! to take all this trouble for the enemy.
Come out of your mole-hill into the town where you will be safe.”
But I always answer, “I know when I am well off. Perhaps I should be
safer behind a thick wall, but what could I see there? the wall, and
nothing else.” That would bore me to death, for I need elbow room;
and I like to spread myself out along my river bank, and when I am in
my little garden, with nothing to do, I love to watch the reflections
in the still water, the bubbles the fish make on the surface and the
long-tressed weeds stirring at the bottom. I fish there too, or even
wash my clothes, and empty my pots in it. Good or bad, here I have
always been, it is too late for me to change; and, after all, nothing
can happen worse than what has happened before. Even if the house is
burned down again (for you never can tell), I do not propose to build
for all eternity, but here where I have taken root it is not easy to
pull me up. I have rebuilt twice, if necessary I can do it ten times
more; not that I look upon it as an amusement, but it would be still
less amusing to change, and I should be like a man stripped of his
skin; there would be no use in offering me a fine new white one; I know
it would not fit; it would wrinkle on me or I should burst it. On the
whole I prefer the old one.
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