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The fellow looked at him once more and smiled. When he smiled his ears
moved, and Colin noticed how pointed they were.
“But I am not wrong, am I?” he said. “When I was a boy, I was an
acolyte.”
Douglas rose.
“I’ll leave you,” he said, and he nodded at Colin as he went out.
The boy had spoken in perfect English, and when the door had closed
Colin came up to him, put his hands on his shoulders and smiled into his
eyes. What he was going to say was derived from no process of reasoning
in his own mind, scarcely even from observation....
“Let me see, your name’s Vincenzo, isn’t it?” he said. “Well, Vincenzo,
I like your face: it’s the face of a devil. Did no-one ever tell you
that? You must have been a queer sort of acolyte. Did they choose you
for your sanctified face? And when you crossed yourself did you cross
yourself like this?”
Colin made the sign backwards.
“Like that was it?” he said. “I have never been to a mass where they did
like that.... I should like to see you serve mass, for I shall have a
chapel at my house in England, and maybe I shall wish you to serve
again. And you were right about that gentleman. He is a priest; so go to
him now and tell him I have sent you to say you will serve him....”
* * * * *
How vivid it all was to him still, and most vivid of all that which took
place that very evening.... He had been hitherto like someone receiving
instruction merely, now he was received into the church of his religion.
The room where Pamela had slept, and to which her body had been
brought, was decked as a chapel, and in symbols and desecrated rites he
set the seal on his faith. He had bought not long before in Naples a
cope of fifteenth century needlework, in which the celebrant was vested,
and Douglas read from the missal of wondrous blasphemies. He threw his
cope wide when Vincenzo censed him.... As the supreme moment approached
some ecstasy stirred in the very centre and shrine of Colin’s being, and
from there spread to his mind and his physical frame. Would God permit
the approaching defiance and blasphemy? He did not doubt that He could
by some swift judgment assert the infinity and the omnipotence of Love,
and it was just that belief which spiced the defiance. Or was Love
itself powerless against this supreme act of Hate and Mockery?
* * * * *
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