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just followed on his wish: or again the victim might bring it on
himself, as that wretched Nino had done.... Episodes, just episodes. To
find things to wish for, to find experiences and expressions that
excited and absorbed him! He had already begun to recognize that this
was not so easy as it had been. Life was full of amusements, his vigour,
now that he was in his thirty-fifth year, still retained all the
elasticity of youth, but it was hard to find for it experiences that
were not staled by custom. He had to find those, it appeared, for
himself. His Lord and Benefactor did no more (as if that was not
enough!) than give him what he wanted. Well, there were a dozen people
coming to-morrow, and for the Easter vacation the house would be crammed
from cellar to garret with a huge party and diversions would spring up
like mushrooms.... And then he remembered that Dennis was at home for
his holidays, now his fourteenth in year and at school at Eton.
Colin had come to the east end of the building which he had erected in
execution of the plan he had found in his ancestor’s memoirs. He had
stopped long in Capri the year that was built, and when he came back the
fabric was complete. Before he left he had shewn the plan to Violet,
telling her that this was an addition to the house, planned in
Elizabethan times, and never executed. There was a little apartment, he
said, for a priest, and a sanctuary adjoining. It was this which was now
to be built....
“A sanctuary?” she had said.
“Yes, darling, a little chapel. Old Colin was a very fervent sort of
man. It was for his private devotions, no doubt, that he planned it.”
He thought she had understood, and this impression had been born out by
the fact that never had she alluded to the ‘little chapel’ again. She
knew that it was approached by a corridor from his room; she knew that
this librarian, Mr. Douglas, whom he had brought back with him from
Capri, lived in the apartment there, but she had never asked Colin
anything about it, nor had he volunteered any information. But that she
guessed the general purpose of it, he had no doubt: ‘old Colin’s private
devotions’ was sufficiently explicit, and she had understood.
“Violet takes no interest in what means so much to me,” he thought now.
“Shall I try to make her a little more sympathetic?” She had had a very
easy time lately, with him away so much, and perhaps it would be a good
thing to wake her up to her wifehood.
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