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“The justification is that it was part of my policy,” he said. “Dennis
is devoted to you at present. I must detach him. He must be devoted to
me: he must love what I love, and hate what I hate. No man can serve two
masters.”
She slid from her chair on to her knees, holding up her hands to him.
The face of the future, now that it was coming close, was terrible.
“Ah, Colin, no, no!” she cried. “Your soul’s your own, and you’ve chosen
for yourself. But Dennis’s soul is his: his and God’s. You daren’t
tamper with it.”
Colin laughed.
“Oh, but you’re inconsistent,” he said. “You’ve told me that love is
stronger than me, and that I’m powerless. Now you seem to be afraid that
there is something pretty powerful to back me. Have faith, darling.”
She had no personal fear of him now that Dennis was in question: the
instinct of protection swallowed it up.
“I know you’ve got something powerful to back you,” she said. “You’ve
got the power of Hell to back you. No one who believes in God dares
despise that; he hates and fears it.”
Colin drove the poker into the blazing log, and a squib of sparks shot
up. His face in that brightness seemed to shine from some inward
illumination.
“Very wise,” he said. “Now another thing. It’s clear to me that you know
about the sanctuary. Clever of you, darling, because I’ve only once
mentioned it to you, when I settled to build it, telling you old Colin
had planned it for his private devotions. Did you guess then I wonder?
Did you imagine for what purpose he had planned it, and for what purpose
I carried out his plans?”
“It wasn’t a guess,” she said. “I knew. In whose honour must he have
planned it, and in whose honour must you have executed it?”
“That’s logical, certainly,” he said. “But how about Grandmamma? I never
said a word to her, and I don’t suppose you have. But yet she knows. Has
she got some sort of second sight, do you imagine? Is she a sort of
incarnated genius of Stanier, so that by instinct she knows all that
concerns the welfare of the house? Sometimes I scarcely believe that
she’s human at all. Will she go on living for hundreds of years, a sort
of priestess? My word, we’re an amazing institution, you know.”
Colin turned round away from the fire, and yet it seemed to her that his
face glowed.
“I wish my family were more with me in my convictions,” he said.
“Dennis doesn’t know, and you don’t sympathize. Supposing Dennis was to
die before he had come to the full knowledge? Once he had chosen, he
would be protected----”
Violet felt her mouth go dry.
“Colin, you’re not meaning to take Dennis there, are you?” she
whispered.
“Aha, now we come to the root of it,” he said. “Of course I mean to take
Dennis there as soon as he’s learnt, well, the rudiments of the faith. I
see he’s not fit for it yet, but he soon will be. He’s got high spirits,
and the lust of life is beginning to bubble in him. That just has to be
directed. Then the moment he is ripe, and a boy like that ripens
quickly----”
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