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Colin spoke again. But the ecstasy of direct inspiration had died out of
his voice. For a little while he had been like one possessed; now he was
himself again, terrible indeed but not terror itself, Satanic but not
Satan.
“Violet, if you don’t come,” he said, “I shall go and get Dennis. I said
I would go up and say good night to him, and he shall dress and come
with me to the chapel. Rather like Abraham taking Isaac to sacrifice
him: rather Biblical. It’s you or he. I mean precisely what I say. He
will obey me.”
Violet’s choice made itself without any question. But it was made under
the compulsion of Love, and under Love’s protection.
“Then of course I will come,” she said. “You’ve given me my choice and
there it is. But you won’t like it if I come, Colin. I should only
despise and scoff at what you believe in. And the power on which you
lean is failing, and you know it. Where’s the ecstasy that filled you
just now? It has all evaporated: it has leaked away.”
Rage and rebel as he might, he knew the truth of what she said, reading
it in her quiet eyes, and her pitiful mouth. Definitely, and for the
first time to his full consciousness, he had failed. Something stronger
than the wind of the powers of the air had interposed between him and
its inspiration.
He looked at her with quiet hellish eyes.
“I think you will be sorry for this, Vi,” he said.
Some inner plane on which this scene had been transacted seemed to her
to slide away again. She had been on it: it had sustained her. Now she
was back again on normal levels, conscious only of a supreme fatigue.
But the memory of that uplifting still held her. One power had englobed
her, another him, and somehow, inscrutably, the two had come into direct
contact, and at the touch his had been shattered like a film of glass.
“I do not think so,” she said. “I think I shall be glad of it, thankful
for it, as long as I live.”
He turned on her, but his eyes were no longer bright with that quality
with which he had heard the wind rise and roar.
“Do you suppose you’ve beaten me?” he said. “Are you really such a fool
as that?”
She moved a step nearer to him, and pointed to the curtained door out on
to the terrace.
“Colin,” she said, “do you remember coming in at that door this evening
and finding Dennis and me talking by the fire? You were jealous of him
then and jealous of me, because you knew why we were so happy together.
You wanted, in spite of yourself, to have a share in it.”
CHAPTER II
Dennis’s holidays sped in an orgie of delightful amusements. There was
the splendour of having a gun of his own, and being allowed to go out
with the keepers and his father to blaze at rabbits and the pigeons
among the trees in the Old Park. There was the splendour of a
motor-bicycle given him by his father, and that of dining downstairs
every night. But among all these experiences, there was none so
enchanting as his father’s companionship....
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