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Colin had suffered a defeat. He knew it, and he understood why, and
learned a larger wisdom from it. He had been altogether too abrupt:
excited and possessed himself, he had expected Violet to leap at once,
in surrender and panic, over that huge gulf that separated them, when he
asked her to come to the chapel with him. He should have known better,
he told himself: it was demanding the impossible. The effect had been
that, in her vital recoil, she had accomplished a supreme feat in the
completion of her self-abandonment to the power of Love. She had made no
reservation; she had cast herself on the spread arms of its sustaining
force. It was quite consistent, too, that, the moment afterwards, when
he had told her that, if she refused to come, he would take Dennis with
him, she had said she would come. Love still upheld her and chose for
her, and its force, he knew, had drained him of his, so that he no
longer cared at that moment whether she came or not, or whether it was
worth while even to fetch Dennis.... He could have done that, but it
would have been a mere repetition of his original mistake. Dennis would
no more leap to the sacrament of evil than Violet. The worship of evil
demanded a dedication of the soul....
Dennis must be wooed like some shy maiden.... His boyish heart was
affianced to his mother, and its clinging tentacles, vigorous as young
shoots of ivy, must be ever so gently detached, so that the boy would
scarcely know that any detachment was going on, and laid, full of the
sap of spring, round his father’s encircling arm. Until that was done,
Dennis would turn but a puzzled and incurious ear to anything of
ultimate significance. Colin must abound in wholesome school-boy topics
and interests, until the ivy clung close to him, and leaned on him for
the support of its growth. Then, but not till then, could the education
and enlistment of his instincts begin. It would be rather a bore, Colin
thought: he would have to play golf with him, and go out to shoot the
silly pigeons, and take him up to London perhaps to see the
public-schools competition in racquets. Dennis evidently adored one of
the boys who was playing for Eton, his senior by some four years. Colin
wondered what sort of a fellow he was....
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