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Colin, with the stone in his hand, went out and down the few steps of
the corridor to the door of his room. Once again, and this time with a
more direct and personal defeat, Dennis had routed him. Before, he had
directed the force that governed and protected him on the boy as he
slept, and who could tell in what fury of lambent evil it had begun to
encompass him? But now, he himself, whom above all Dennis loved and
trusted, had approached him with the same initiation, and yet all his
love and trust had not given Dennis confidence: the spiritual semaphore
of his instinct had hung out the red light of danger. The boy had
recoiled from what he brought with a shrinking that was not reassured by
the fact that it was his father who brought it. He had detected the
nature of it, and all his affection would not suffer him to take it,
even from the hands he loved, and this time Dennis had been broad awake,
knowing well what he was doing. Here then was a more personal rebuff: it
appeared that all Colin’s trouble to endear himself to the boy (and with
what success he had accomplished that!) was useless for the purpose for
which he had intended it. Indeed it was far worse than useless, for in
the process Dennis had somehow entered his heart, and for the second
time he had been unable to persist.
The fault then, in great part, lay with himself. He made no doubt that
if, with Dennis’s love for him to assist him, he had reasoned and
persuaded, telling him that in sober truth this ancient bargain was
valid still, and that, when the day of his choice came, he could have
all that had been so richly showered on his father, something of what he
said would have remained in the boy’s mind, quietly fermenting there.
But he had failed to do anything of the kind: some incalculable impulse
had seized him, and he had thought of nothing except to reassure him.
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