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tragedy grew on him, Dennis could bear it no longer, but rolled over on
his face, and, for the first time in this awful fortnight, sobbed with
the pain of his wounded affection.
After a while he sat up again: there was no earthly use in indulging in
such sloppy tricks, and, pulling himself together, he walked back to the
house. It was close on lunch-time, and he made himself neat, for fear of
provoking sarcastic comments, and sat in the gallery over a picture
paper. Presently his mother and Colin came in together.
“Well, dear, nice bathe?” she said to him.
“Yes, mother, jolly and warm,” he said.
She came over to his chair, and leaned over him, putting her hands on
his shoulders. Dennis could not help wincing at that.
“What’s the matter, darling?” she said.
“Nothing. I scratched my back against a snag as I was bathing,” he said.
“Rather sore.”
Colin heard that, and instantly he thought to himself, “Now I’ll tell
her: that will humiliate him.” But on the heels of that came some sudden
glow of pride at the staunchness of the boy. He guessed that he said
that, not to spare himself, but to spare him, and, as last night, the
yearning for him, the affection he had not yet succeeded in killing,
pulled at his heart.
It was an unutterable relief to Violet when, next morning, with charming
farewells to her and Aunt Hester, and with a nod to Dennis, Colin drove
off to catch his boat at Folkestone. She had ached and mourned over her
boy’s misery, but at the same time she had rejoiced in that reticence he
had observed to her, for there indeed was the banner of love flying
bravely. If he had struck that, and come to her for comfort and with
complaint, indeed there would have been no matter for wonder, but she
delighted in the fact that he flew it still. But it was good that Colin
was gone: poor Dennis had had a rotten time, and she longed to give him
pleasanter days. Naturally, he had no inkling of the meaning of his
tribulations, of the significance that underlay them, and she had no
notion of telling him that, in her belief, a battle was going on that
somehow centred round him, in which he, boyishly unheeding, was standing
his ground in the face of black and bitter assaults. She knew well that
it was not yet over, nor yet nearly over; he had but held his own, and
fresh assaults, fiercer yet perhaps, would come. But just for the next
few weeks there was truce, and she was thankful for that.
The summer days passed on: another school-friend came to stay with
Dennis, and after him another, and Dennis seemed happy, though no one
could kindle in him that abandoned radiance which Colin so easily lit.
Colin had been away a month now, and, according to his plans, would be
back for Dennis’s last week at home. But one evening there came a letter
to Violet saying that he was intending to stop on in the island for
another fortnight.
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