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And now in a moment Colin would be rid of his supplanter. It had
happened without plan or effort of his, and he had only got to stop
still for a few seconds and fill his mind with images of hate. He hated
Dennis, and smiled to himself as he repeated that, while he met the
boy’s eyes.
Dennis still looked at him: he had clutched a rim of the broken ice in
one hand, but it broke as he tried to raise himself, and, still
struggling, his head sank a little lower in the water that now covered
his chin and mouth. And then with a flood that bore all opposition way,
the knowledge burst on Colin that he loved him, and already perhaps it
was too late.... He knew well, too, that it was risking his own life to
jump into that deep water, paralyzingly cold, and swim out to him, and
he knew that life was sweet, and he believed that death would be to him
the open door through which he must go into the outer darkness of
damnation. But swiftly he tore off his coat, for his arms would have to
be strong for the two of them.
“Hold on, old boy,” he shouted. “We’ll have you out in a jiffy. Don’t be
frightened.”
And those were sweet words to Dennis, and sweeter yet to him who spoke
them.
Colin vaulted over the parapet of the sluice breaking another hole in
the ice, and before he had come to the surface was striking out for the
boy. He did not know whether the water was hot or cold; all that he was
conscious of was the stark necessity of reaching Dennis. Before he got
to him the boy’s head had disappeared, and plunging downwards he dived
after him. There he was, still struggling but slowly sinking, and Colin
caught hold first of his hair, then got an arm round him, and looking
upwards saw the glint of the sun on the open water. Furiously kicking
downwards he rose to the surface, pulling Dennis with him. But the boy’s
thick coat was a terrible drag and got heavier every moment as the water
soaked into it, and, few yards as they had to go, he thought for a
moment that they would never reach the shore.
“Kick out for all you’re worth,” he panted. “We’ve got to get there.
It’s just a few yards, Dennis.”
At last a rhododendron branch growing out over the water came within
reach, and he caught hold of it. This brought him to the edge of the
unbroken ice again, and, letting go of Dennis for a moment, he brought
his elbow down full on to it, and broke another yard of passage. Then
Dennis came within reach of further branches and felt the steep sides of
the retaining bank beneath his feet. Next minute they had dragged
themselves out of the water.
Colin turned to the boy, his teeth chattering with cold, and, now that
Dennis was safe, his heart was hot with the tide of hate, momentarily
driven back, but now flowing swiftly.
“You damned little idiot,” he said. “I suppose your plan was to drown
me.”
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