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A revulsion of feeling not less than that which seized Colin drove over
the boy. All the time that they had been struggling in the water, with
that strong arm upholding him, his heart had sung with the thought that
his father had risked his life to save him, and now bitter as the icy
water itself were his first words to him.
“Take off that coat of yours and run,” said Colin. “After all my trouble
you needn’t stand here and freeze.”
Colin was now the more exhausted of the two, and after they had trotted
some fifty yards together, Dennis staggering and hobbling in his skated
boots, he had to stop.
“I can’t run any more,” he said. “Go on.”
He was terribly white of face, and his breath came in short panting
sobs.
“That’s likely,” said Dennis. “Here, catch hold of me, Father. Give me
your hand.”
Colin’s spirit rebelled, but the flesh was weak, and he let Dennis tuck
his arm in his, and pound away up the hill. The boy’s vigour and young
blood had reasserted themselves, the colour came back to his cheeks,
while the elder man, after his frantic struggle for them both, was
growing every moment more exhausted. But presently they came to the
level paving of the terrace, and Violet from within saw them pass a
window, and rushed to the door to open it. Colin was now near collapse,
but between them they lifted him into the warmth.
“Ring the bell, Dennis,” she said. “What has happened?”
“I was drowning,” said Dennis, “and he saved me.”
* * * * *
A few hours in bed encircled with hot water-bottles and blankets soon
restored Dennis, but the cold had taken a much firmer grip over his
father. For several days, without ever being dangerously ill, he was in
danger of so being, for his vitality, which had always been so serene
and vigorous, failed to recuperate him, and repel the effects of that
icy struggle and its sequel of exhaustion. Never before in his life had
he known a day’s sickness: now it seemed as if the spring of his vital
force was drained. He made but little resistance; he let himself lie
passively there while nurses and doctors fought for him. But all the
time, as he lay there, and so slowly recovered his strength, a struggle
more grim than that to which others could minister had laid hold on him.
The exuberant vitality of his love of hate had suffered a shock to which
that of his chilled and exhausted physical frame was not comparable.
That vitality, never before seriously threatened, but always bubbling
with energy, had collapsed at the moment when he vaulted over the sluice
and crashed into the ice on his way to save Dennis. He, who loved life
with every fibre of his being, and with every fibre of his being hated
love, knew well enough that he risked his life and betrayed his vow of
hate, when he did that. A moment before he had been smiling at this
wonderful coincidence which would rid him of a survivor and supplanter,
even as in identical manner, and at this same spot, he had been rid of
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