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He drew himself up in bed, and took from the table by it a great pile of
typewritten sheets, the perusal of which had caused him so late and
absorbed a session last night. There was the transcript, now made for
the first time, of the memoirs written by his Elizabethan ancestor, to
whom and to whose bargain the fortunes of the house were wondrously due.
When last he went to London he had taken the original volume with him
for reproduction in more legible form, for the text was written in a
strange, crabbed hand, the ink of which was dim with age, and was so
difficult to follow, that the mere decipherment of it occupied the mind
to the exclusion of the appreciation of the text. But the fragments
which he had puzzled out were so sprightly and entertaining that he had
determined to procure a less distracted study of the whole.
Colin had read last night with fascinated glee the account of the early
life of his ancestral namesake, who analysed his own nature, not in
tedious terms of abstract tendencies, but by the far more convincing
method of putting down just what he did, and letting his actions analyse
for him. He admirably sketched his boyhood in the days when the marsh
was still largely undrained, and the white-plumed avocets bred there,
when the tall ships came up full-sailed on the tide to Rye, and the
smugglers brought in barrels of Hollands, and if caught were summarily
hanged. His father, Ronald Stanier, whom he succinctly described as “a
drunken sot” (how charmingly did heredity reproduce the type) was a
farmer with fat acres and full flocks, who dissolved his substance in
drink. He was barbarously harsh to the boy and to his wife, whom he
tamed from her shrewish ways into obedience and silence, and used to
beat them both till there came a day when Colin had no mind to take any
more strappings, and soundly thrashed his own father. “And this I did,”
he wrote, “with great pleasure, not only because I served him as he had
served me, and with a stronger arm, but because I had always hated him.”
He described his own queer power over animals: a savage dog would never
bite him, an unruly horse behaved itself when he came near it, “and that
was strange, because I had no love for animals, and indeed no love at
all. I made good pretence, for so folk were kind to me, and I liked a
wench well enough for my own pleasure to which she ministered, but all I
loved was my own strength, and my own beauty, which they loved too....”
Colin had got to this point last night, and now, sitting up in bed, ran
over the pages again. How amazingly history repeated itself; there more
than three centuries ago was Ronald Stanier the drunken sot, and the
tamed silent wife, who was the mother of Staniers: and there above all,
three centuries ago, was his very self, incarnate surely in the bodily
tabernacle of his ancestor, he and his handsome face which the wenches
loved, and his heart which hated love and loved hate.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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