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“So it is,” he said. “‘Down among the dead men’: there’s a song about
it. I don’t insist on your going there yet.”
“Grazie: molte grazie!” said Nino.
Soon Colin paddled to land, and lay basking on the grass. Never had he
felt the current of life run more strongly through him, tingling for
some outlet of self-expression. And yet just to be alive was enough,
here in the home of his inheritance, which he, about whom he had been
reading last night and this morning, had built to the glory of himself
and those who came after. And it was more than kinship he seemed to
claim with that engaging ruffian, it was identity; the memoirs shewed
him his own mirrored self, astonishingly revealed. There was much more
of them to come, at present he had but read a chapter or two, the
sincerity of which he could vouch for by the picture it gave not of the
writer only but of himself. He burned with his passions, bubbled with
his hatreds, revelled in the largesse of ‘his Lord and benefactor.’ He
had his son, too, whom one day he would initiate into the evil
sacrament, and like Colin of old he would let Dennis see how mightily
his father prospered in his allegiance, and how it went ill with those
who crossed him, so that when the time came for Dennis’s choice he would
choose with wisdom and prudence, as old Colin’s sons had done. As yet he
was but a baby, scarcely able to walk, but soon he would learn what
splendid paths were hewn for him, how royal a road....
The future lay before Colin wrapped in this sunlit mist, much as the
plain of the marsh lay swathed in pearly vapours. Soon the heat would
fold up that soft mantle of the cool night, and the plain glitter in the
sun-steeped noon; and just so with him would the future emerge and shew
its discovered delights. He had no wish to brush the mists away, or dive
and grope into that obscurity. All would grow clear as his own life rose
towards its noon ... as for the evening and the decay of day which would
follow, it was idle to give a thought to them. Days were long in summer,
and the day was given for enjoyment: he was a fool who wasted its goodly
hours in thinking of what came next after it was done: sufficient unto
the day was the good thereof.
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