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“But what of the priest?” asked Colin. “Is he really a priest?”
“Certainly; he must, as is stated in the preface, be a duly-ordained
priest, on whom the Church has bestowed the power of Absolution and of
Consecration. If the celebrant was not a real priest, the blasphemy of
the Black Mass would be meaningless.”
“I see,” said Colin. “Horrible....”
“Then follows the Absolution, and a Satanistic rendering of the Sanctus.
And then we come to what the Romans call the Canon of the Mass, and the
Consecration. And that really is so shocking that I can’t tell you about
it. But the point is this, that when the priest has consecrated the
elements, he desecrates them in a manner laid down in the Rubric. That
is the crowning and awful infamy. I don’t say I’m a very religious man
myself, but when I came to that, I really felt the sweat come out on
me.”
All the time that Colin’s eager face had been raised to his, the
brightness and beauty of it was something amazing. Never had he felt
himself so truly in harmony with the spirit that inspired his life.
Here, under the symbolism of this rite, was his own spirit revealed to
him, his hatred of love, his love of hate. Here was the strengthening
and refreshing of his soul: the renewal, mystically, of the bargain made
in Elizabethan days....
He recalled himself from that flash of perception: there was Mr. Cecil,
looking really shocked, and he lowered his dancing eyes.
“How absolutely awful,” he said, “you make me shudder, Mr. Cecil. And
how well and vividly you are telling it. But, horrible as it all is, I
think you must let me see that missal. I’ve got gruesome tastes, you
know. I like to be horrified. When will you let me see it?”
“You shall see it whenever you like. You will be passing through Naples
on your way home, and I should be delighted to shew it you. We could
have another bachelor evening together, as we had before. Dear me, I
quite forgot that you were married now, Lord Yardley: I should never
have said that. But if you will persist in looking like a boy of
eighteen----”
Colin was on fire with impatience to see this missal, but he did not in
the least want to spend another evening, such as he had done before,
with this sprightly elderly sensualist in the cafés of Naples.
Passionately evil though he was, there was not a grain of coarseness in
him: he had no objection to others wallowing in mere animalism, poking
and giggling and prying, but he had no mind for it himself: that was not
his brand. What was imperative was that he should get hold of this
wonderful book without delay: literally he thirsted for it, and his
thirst must be assuaged. He would want to make a copy of it, unless, as
he determined to try to do, he could secure the original. He could not
wait....
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