College stories; Women college students -- Fiction
“It was awful--I can’t tell you,” she went on in a broken voice. “But
you know what unspeakable agony it is to see what you love best on earth
ill and suffering, and you nearly powerless to do a thing. And how I
loved him! I never knew until then what he was--how much of my life he
had become. You must know what agony I went through?” she looked
interrogatively, beseechingly at the woman beside her.
Miss Arbuthnot looked away. “I am not sure--I--I was never in love,” she
said uncertainly. A curious wave of jealousy swept over her that she who
had been such a student, whose whole life had been a study, should have
somehow missed experiences that this girl had lived through already. The
girl shook her head softly, pityingly, as if she could hardly believe
her.
“I shall never forget it, and that night,” she went on, closing her eyes
faintly. “I thought he was dying. I had to have a doctor, but I was
afraid to leave him. I remember how everything flashed through my mind.
It was a decision for life or death. If I left him I knew I might never
see him alive again, and yet if I did not----” She opened her eyes wide
and clasped and unclasped her hands. “It was the most horrible moment of
my life.”
“My poor child!” Miss Arbuthnot put her hand timidly on the girl’s arm.
She suddenly felt absurdly inexperienced in her presence.
“I got Ivan’s saddle on him--I don’t know just how--and we started. It
was about two o’clock I remember. The prairie looked just like the sea,
at night--only more lonesome and quite silent. I was horribly
frightened. Even Ivan was frightened. He trembled all over--it’s a
terrible thing to see a horse tremble with fright.”
“Do you mean to say,” demanded Professor Arbuthnot, “that you rode
twenty miles in the dead of night, alone upon a Texas prairie?”
“Yes,” answered the girl mechanically. “It was for Julian,” she added as
if in entire explanation.
Miss Arbuthnot looked at her; she could not realize such wealth of
courage and devotion. She wondered with a sudden, hot shame whether she
would have dared it had she been in this girl’s place.
“I don’t think I ever prayed before--really _prayed_ you know,” she ran
on meditatively as if she had forgotten the Professor’s presence. “It
was dawn when we got back.” She stopped entirely and looked out through
the window onto the cool green campus. Miss Arbuthnot scarcely dared
move. There was something so intimate, almost sacred in the girl’s
revelations.
“Did he live?” she inquired softly at length.
The girl turned her face toward her. An almost illuminated look had come
into it.
“Yes--the doctor saved his life, but he said if I had been two hours
later----!”
“_You_ saved his life!” Professor Arbuthnot got up and walked to the
window. She could not quite take it all in. The girl appeared entirely
different to her. She was looking at a woman who had saved the life of
the man she loved.
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