College stories; Women college students -- Fiction
Again young Cahill murmured an assent as he looked reflectively into the
fire. He could just remember that she had not seemed very fond of
himself.
“But Louise is demonstrative enough,” he said, at length.
“Yes--yes, indeed,” replied his father, readily. “Louise is very
affectionate and enthusiastic. She seems tremendously interested in her
college--much more so than you were in yours,” he added with another
laugh.
Dana Cahill got up leisurely, and stood by the chimney-piece thrusting
his hands in his pockets and looking thoughtfully into the fire.
“I am thinking, sir,” he began, hesitatingly, “of what you have said
about my having lived straight. I want to be fair about it. I _have_
lived better than some. I have done nothing to be ashamed of, as you
said, sir, and I cannot think of anything just now to speak of which
would illustrate my point. But I cannot help thinking that your ideals
and principles are so much higher and purer than those of most young men
of to-day, that I may have fallen short of them in a great many ways of
which you do not dream.” He moved back uneasily to his chair and dropped
into it. “I do not mean in the more vital questions. I have done nothing
dishonorable, nothing that I could not afford to do according to the
world’s standard.”
The elder man looked at him, and a shade of annoyance and uneasiness
crept into his face.
“Well?” he asked, finally.
Young Cahill looked up, and his frank, boyish face wore a rather
perplexed, troubled expression.
“Well,” he said, “that’s all--unless--” he stopped suddenly and lit
another cigar rather nervously.
“Unless what?” insisted the elder man, the uneasiness and annoyance
betraying themselves in his voice.
“But,” he added, quickly; “don’t tell me anything that you might later
regret telling, or anything very disagreeable if you can help it, for I
confess you have been so satisfactory, so thoroughly all that I wanted
my son to be, that I shrink from hearing anything to your detriment.”
“I don’t know that it is exactly to my detriment, for after all, I was
thinking of a particular case to illustrate what I said a while ago, and
I am pretty sure that most of the men I know wouldn’t think seriously of
it for a moment; but I acknowledge that I have never felt satisfied with
myself about it all.” He threw back his head and stared fixedly at the
ceiling for a moment, and then burst out laughing.
“By Jove, sir! we are getting demonstrative,” he said. “Do you feel
yourself equal to being a father confessor besides just an ordinary
father?”
Judge Cahill smiled in a perfunctory way.
“If your conscience is in such a bad way as to need confessing, Dana, I
shall be very glad to hear, although I, of course, cannot give you
absolution.”
Cahill paused a moment.
“That’s so, sir,” he said, finally. “After all it is hardly worth while
troubling you about such a small thing, and one that happened so long
ago, and which is settled now, rightly or wrongly, forever.”
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