Colville of the Guards, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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Colville of the Guards, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
British -- Afghanistan -- Fiction; Soldiers -- Fiction
To do her a little justice, we must admit that her first impulse had
been to accord the poor fellow the token for which his soul thirsted.
A vase of flowers, sent to her but that morning from Sir Redmond by
the hands of his valet, was on the mantelpiece. She put her hands
towards it mechanically, as if she would have placed it on her window
sill in obedience to that pitiful letter; but strange to say the
flowers were all dead--already dead and withered!
Why was this?
Something superstitious crept over the girl's heart as she looked on
them; she turned away--and the token was not given.
Robert, we have said, watched with aching heart and aching eyes in
vain. Had the postscript escaped her notice? It might be so; and to
this straw, like a drowning man, he clung. So the day passed on; and
Ellinor began to think she had done wisely in not raising hopes only
to crush them, and gave herself up to thoughts of Sir Redmond, and
the secret contemplation of his beautiful gift.
Sir Redmond had poured into her ear much of love, of passion, of
admiration, and so forth, certainly; but even to Ellinor's
unsophisticated mind his proposal of marriage seemed a strange one.
Each sister had ample food for her own thoughts. Mary was rehearsing
over and over again the cutting of the initials on the tree, and the
manner of Colville to herself. If he really was engaged to Blanche
Galloway (of which she had no positive proof), it was not flattering
to either of them; yet the expression of his eyes seemed ever sweet,
candid, and honest; and she gave fully her confidence to Ellinor.
The latter, who had never a secret to keep from her sister before,
felt with shame and compunction that she had one now--one of vast
importance to them both; but Sir Redmond had bound her to secrecy for
a little time, and she could but trust; so fondly she thought over
that scene in the conservatory--his proposal, a dazzling one, for
would she not one day be Lady Sleath, proud, wealthy, and independent
of all the world?
Even her parents, who were lying in their graves, with all their love
of her, had never in their proudest and most exultant moments
pictured for either of their children a future like this!
So she seemed to live in an enchanted world, out of which the figure
of Robert Wodrow faded. 'Once in our lives,' says a writer,
'Paradise opens for all of us out of the dull earth, and moments,
golden with the light of romance, shine upon us with a radiance like
unto no other radiance of time, and we do not stay to count the cost
of the bitter desolation that follows. For Eve herself would
scarcely have surrendered one memory of Eden for all the joys to be
found upon earth.'
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