Colville of the Guards, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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Colville of the Guards, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
British -- Afghanistan -- Fiction; Soldiers -- Fiction
Colville, when in the solitude of his own room, overlooking the woods
of Craigmhor, was full of his own thoughts, some of which were not
very pleasant, as he was dissatisfied with himself. He had a little
plan he wished to carry out, as we shall show in time, and he felt
perhaps that he was acting foolishly. He had come from London with
the Dunkeld family, who evidently expected more from him in regard to
Blanche than he had yet evinced, and the rumour of their engagement
was a false one.
He had also come with his mind inspired with doubt, indifference,
even prejudice against some of those he had met, the Wellwood sisters
in particular; and, instead of finding them objectionable in any way,
they were far more refined than himself, the 'curled pet' of many a
Belgravian drawing-room.
Many a fair face in these regions was forgotten now, and his thoughts
were all of Mary Wellwood--more than he dared acknowledge to himself.
Though he had seen so little of her, he felt--was it the result of
some magnetic affinity?--as if he had known her all his life; as if a
full knowledge of her character had suddenly crept into his heart,
and yet this was impossible just then.
'Mary Wellwood!' he murmured to himself.
He had heard of Colonel Wellwood's daughters in London more than
once, from one who should have befriended them, but always omitted to
do so, and whose views and opinions of two friendless girls were ever
slighting and hostile; and now that he met and knew them, Colville
despised himself for some of the thoughts in which he had first
indulged concerning them, and the more tenderly he thought of Mary
the more reproachful of himself he grew.
He had made no declaration--no; he was neither so rash nor so foolish
as that yet, with all his romance, if the object of her regard was
Mr. Robert Wodrow.
Of her feelings towards himself he could not form the slightest idea,
and her manner was a source of perplexity. One moment she was frank,
genial, and without restraint; but the next, if he became in the
least degree tender, she grew retiring, distant, and cold; and,
though he knew it not, this bearing was born of the rumours
concerning Blanche Galloway, and he was all unaware how local gossip
had mixed up his name with that of this young lady.
On one occasion he suspected that Mary avoided him, and once she
seemed nearly to dislike him; thus he was pleased that he had not too
formally committed himself, and so, until he could put the matter 'to
the touch, to win or lose it all,' he would but torment himself with
doubts and fears in the way usual to all lovers; but ere the time
came, events were to occur which, though in some measure caused by
himself, the bitter issue of them he could never have foreseen.
The two chief episodes of the garden-party were of course well known
to the two ladies at Craigmhor, as Mademoiselle Rosette had two
bright and sharp French eyes in her head, and knew perfectly well how
to use them.
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