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Mrs. Mar was grieved to find that her only daughter had no conspicuous
talents, and was not even a girl of spirit—lacked, moreover, the will
to cultivate that affectation of being spirited, which goes in America
by the name of “brightness.” But she was not a bad sort of little girl
after all; she got her lessons, and played games with a certain boyish
gusto, and gardened with a patient devotion that her mother thought
worthy of a better cause. But Mrs. Mar consoled herself for the girl’s
lack of brilliancy by reflecting that Hildegarde was probably going to be
handsome and that men were great donkeys and might never find out that
she was slow.
Hildegarde herself was conscious of her shortcomings—without the
knowledge overwhelming her. Life was going to be very good, even if
she wasn’t at the head of the class, or a shining light at the school
commencements. She had no talent for music, and quite as little for
recitation. It was something to hear her saying, in the famous garden
scene—
“Geh’ falsche gleissnerische Königin
Wie du die Welt so täusch’ ich Dich—”
in a tone of unruffled courtesy and with a brow serene. When the fiery
Madeleine Smulsky took her off with, “This is Hildegarde laying dark
plots—now she’s doing foul murder,” and proceeded to translate her
friend’s large tranquillity into the feverish terms of picturesque
wickedness, the effect was distinctly diverting. Even Hildegarde laughed.
For she got over “minding.” It was when she was quite little that she had
suffered most, and from the scorn of her own family. Her brothers were
both “such very bright boys,” and her mother she knew to be enormously
clever. It had been painful to feel that beside these richly dowered
ones, she was “next door to an idiot.” She made no outward struggle
against the verdict of her family, accepting it as many a young creature
will, without a doubt of its being as just as final. But, fortunately,
hers was a nature too sane and sunny for her to run the risk many
children do of coming nervously to dread, and so making true, a prophecy
having no foundation in necessity. When she discovered that she had
competent hands—hands with which she could perform all manner of pleasant
domestic miracles—that gradually, and because of her, the house was
transformed and the garden made to smile; that, moreover (assuring her
of a hold upon the fine arts, too), she could tell ghost stories that
made her school friends gibber with excitement, the girl felt agreeably
conscious that her destiny after all was maybe larger than the family eye
had been able to discern.
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