American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
I say twenty years ago. But twenty years ago he was already pretty
well forgotten. I imagine the moment of his utmost notoriety would have
fallen somewhere in the fifties or the sixties, somewhere between ’55
and ’68.
And if my sudden recognition of him in the Casino made my heart give
a jump, there was sufficient cause. During the greater part of my
childhood, Augustus Ambrose lived with us, was virtually a member of
our family. Then I saw a good deal of him again, when I was eighteen,
nineteen; and still again, when I was four- or five-and-twenty.
He lived with us, indeed, from the time when I was scarcely more than a
baby till I was ten or eleven; so that in my very farthest memories he
is a personage—looking backwards, I see him in the earliest, palest
dawn: a tall man, dressed in black, with long hair and a long beard,
who was always in our house, and who used to be frightfully severe; who
would turn upon me with a most terrifying frown if I misconducted myself
in his presence, who would loom up unexpectedly from behind closed
doors, and utter a soul-piercing hist-hist, if I was making a noise: a
sort of domesticated Croquemitaine, whom we had always with us.
Always? Not quite always, though; for, when I stop to think, I
remember there would be breathing spells: periods during which he
would disappear—during which you could move about the room, and ask
questions, and even (at a pinch) upset things, without being frowned at;
during which you could shout lustily at your play, unoppressed by the
fear of a black figure suddenly opening the door and freezing you with
a hist-hist; during which, in fine, you could forget the humiliating
circumstance that children are called into existence to be seen and not
heard, with its irksome moral that they should never speak unless they
are spoken to. Then, one morning, I would wake up, and find that he was
in the house again. He had returned during the night.
That was his habit, to return at night. But on one occasion, at least,
he returned in the daytime. I remember driving with my father and
mother, in our big open carriage, to the railway station, and then
driving back home with Mr. Ambrose added to our party. Why I—a
child of six or seven, between whom and our guest surely no love was
lost—why I was taken upon this excursion, I can’t at all conjecture;
I suppose my people had their reasons. Anyhow, I recollect the drive
home with particular distinctness. Two things impressed me. First, Mr.
Ambrose, who always dressed in black, wore a brown overcoat; I remember
gazing at it with bemused eyes, and reflecting that it was exactly the
colour of gravy. And secondly, I gathered from his conversation that he
had been in prison! Yes. I gathered that he had been in Rome (we were
living in Florence), and that one day he had been taken up by the
policemen, and put in prison!
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