American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
He saw nothing in this universe but his vision; he did not see the earth
beneath him, nor the people round him. Is that not enough to explain
everything, almost to justify anything? Doesn’t it explain his
failure, for example? The fact that the world ignored him, that his
followers dropped away from him, that nobody read his books? For, since
he was never convinced of the world, how could he convince the world?
Since he had no “realising sense” of men, how could he hold men?
Since, in writing his books, he took no account of human nature, no
account of human taste, endurance—since he wrote his books, as he
spoke his speeches, not to you or me, not to flesh and blood, but to the
walls and ceiling, to space, to the unpeopled air—how was it possible
that he should have human readers? It explains his failure, the failure
of a long life of unremitting labour. He was learned, he was in
earnest, he was indefatigable; and the net product of his learning, his
earnestness, his industry, was nil, because there can be no reciprocity
established between something and nothing.
It explains his failure; and it explains—it almost excuses—in a
sense it even almost justifies—the queerest of his actions. Other
people did not exist for him; therefore other people had no feelings to
be considered, no rights, no possessions, to be respected. They did
not exist, therefore they were in no way to be reckoned with. Their
observation was not to be avoided, their power was not to be feared.
They could not do anything; they could not see what he did.
The queerest of his actions? You will suppose that I must have some very
queer action still to record. Well, there was his action the other night
at the Casino, for one thing; I haven’t yet done with that. But the
queerest of all his actions, I think, was his treatment of Israela, his
step-daughter Israela....
During the visit Mr. Ambrose paid us in Paris, when I was nineteen, he,
whose early disciples had dropped away, made a new disciple: a Madame
Fontanas, a Mexican woman—of Jewish extraction, I imagine—a widow,
with a good deal of money. Israela, her daughter, was a fragile,
pale-faced, dark-haired, great-eyed little girl, of twelve or thirteen.
Madame Fontanas sat at Mr. Ambrose’s feet, and listened, and believed.
Perhaps she conceived an affection for him; perhaps she only thought
that here was a great philosopher, a great philanthropist, and that he
ought to have some one to take permanent care of him, and reduce the
material friction of his path to a minimum. Anyhow, when the spring
came, she married him. I have no definite information on the
subject, but I am sure in my own mind that it was she who took the
initiative—that she offered, and he vaguely accepted, her hand.
Anyhow, in the spring she married him, and carried him off to her
Mexican estates.
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