American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
So we removed ourselves to the cloak-room, where she put on her cloak,
and exchanged her slippers for a pair of boots (you can guess, perhaps,
who enjoyed the beatific privilege of buttoning them for her); and then
we left the Closerie des Lilas, falsely so called, with its flaring gas,
its stifling atmosphere, its boisterous merrymakers, and walked arm
in arm—only this time it was my arm that was within hers—down the
Boul’ Miche, past the Luxembourg gardens, where sweet airs blew in our
faces, to the Gambrinus restaurant, in the Rue de Médicis. And there
you should have seen P’tit-Bleu devouring écrevisses. Whatsoever
this young woman’s hand found to do, she did it with her might. She
attacked her écrevisses with the same jubilant abandon with which she
had executed her bewildering single-step. She devoured them with an
energy, an enthusiasm, a thoroughness, that it was invigorating to
witness; smacking her lips, and smiling, and, from time to time, between
the mouthfuls, breathing soft little interjections of content. When the
last pink shell was emptied, she threw herself back, and sighed, and
explained, with delectable unconsciousness, “I was hungry.” But
at my venturing to protest, “Not really?” she broke into mirthful
laughter, and added, “At least, I had the appearance.” Meanwhile, I
must not fail to mention, she had done abundant honour to her share of a
bottle of chablis.
Don’t be horrified—haven’t the Germans, who ought to know, a
proverb that recommends it? “Wein auf Bier, das rath’ ich Dir.”
I have said that none of us mourned the absence of a soul in
P’tit-Bleu. Nevertheless, as I looked at her to-night, and realised
what a bright, joyous, good-humoured little thing she was, how healthy,
and natural, and even, in a way, innocent she was, I suddenly felt a
curious depression. She was all this, and yet... For just a moment,
perhaps, I did vaguely mourn the lack of something. Oh, she was well
enough for the present; she was joyous, and good-humoured, and innocent
in a way; she was young and pretty, and the world smiled upon her.
But—for the future? When it occurred to me to think of her future—of
what it must almost certainly be like, of what she must almost
inevitably become—I confess my jaw dropped, and the salt of our
banquet lost its savour.
“What’s the matter? Why do you look at me like that?” P’tit-Bleu
demanded.
So I had to pull myself up and be jolly again. It was not altogether
difficult. In the early twenties, troublesome reflections are easily
banished, I believe; and I had a lively comrade.
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