There it was, then. Both ends of the cord on which he had been
precariously balanced had been cut down, and he had had no interior
buoyancy which could have kept him from hitting the earth with
conclusive violence. And near the earth for a long time he had remained,
very much in doubt whether he would ever go about again with the old
confidence. Possibly he would never have done so, had not an accident
sent him out to sea on patrol service. Here came relief in the shape of
that active enemy he had preferred to his bureaucratic and scornful
government. Here was an invisible and tireless adversary, waiting days,
weeks, and possibly months for his chance, and smashing home at last
with horrible thoroughness. This, in Mr. Spokesly's present condition,
was a tonic. He got finally into a strange, shuttle-like contraption
with twin gasolene-engines, a pop-gun, and a crew of six. They went out
in this water-roach and performed a number of deeds which were
eventually incorporated in official reports and extracted by inaccurate
special correspondents whose duty it was to explain naval occasions to
beleaguered England, an England whose neglect of seamen was almost
sublime until the food-ships were threatened.
So he had found a niche again in life, and very slowly the dead flat
look in his face gave way to one of sharp scrutiny. When he came ashore
from his cock-boat he would go to a hotel in a street like a scene from
the _Tales of Hoffmann_, and he would sleep in a great bed in a mighty
room where papal legates had snored in preceding centuries, and the
rulers of commanderies had dictated letters to the grand masters of
their order. But even there, in that seclusion and fine repository of
faith and peace, he dared not recall that last adventure at Bairakli,
that catastrophe of his soul. Even the banjo of the occupant of the next
room, a nice-looking boy with many medals and a staff appointment, did
not mean much to him. He listened apathetically to the nice young voice
singing a Kipling ballad:
"_Funny an' yellow an' faithful--
Doll in a tea-cup she were,
But we lived on the square, like a true-married pair,
An' I learned about women from 'er!_"
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