But the nice boy had never lived and never would live with anybody on
such terms, and his clear young voice lacked the plangent irony of the
battered idealist. It was perfectly obvious that he was entirely
ignorant of the formidable distortion of character which living with
people brought about. He evidently imagined marriage was a good joke and
living with girls a bad joke. Mr. Spokesly would lie on his huge bed and
try to get his bearings while his neighbour gave his version of "Keep
the Home Fires Burning" and "I'd Wait Till the End of the World for
You." He was visible sometimes, on his balcony overlooking the steep Via
Sant' Lucia raising his eyes with a charming and entirely idiotic
diffidence to other balconies where leaned dark-browed damsels, and
dreaming the bright and honourable dreams of the well-brought-up young
Englishman. Mr. Spokesly got no assistance from such as he. Even in his
most fatuous moments he had known that for them the war was only an
unusually gigantic and bloody football match, for which they claimed the
right to establish the rules. When it was over we would all go back to
our places in the world and touch our hats to them, the landed gentry of
mankind.
Sitting on his park-seat, under the shadow of Victoria's triumphal arch,
Mr. Spokesly saw this would not be the case. Behind his own particular
problem, which was to regain, somehow or other, the taste of life, he
saw something else looming. How were these very charming and delightful
beings, the survivors of an age of gentles and simples, of squires and
serfs, to be aroused to the fact that they were no longer accepted as
the heirs of all the ages? How to make them see the millions of people
of alien races moving slowly, like huge masses of rotting putrescence,
to a new life? Indeed, they were very fond of using those words "rotten"
and "putrid" for alien things they did not like. He felt sure they would
apply both to Mr. Dainopoulos, for example, and those men he met at the
Consulate. And with a twinge he reflected they might say the same thing
about Evanthia, if they knew it all. Yet they must be made to know,
those of them who were left, that the game was up for the cheerful
schoolboy with no ascertainable ideas. The very vitality of these alien
races was enough to sound a warning. "After all," Mr. Marsh had said in
his throaty way, "you can't beat that type, you know." And the question
looming up in the back of Mr. Spokesly's mind, as he sat on that seat in
St. James's Park, was: "Couldn't you?"
He discovered with a shock that his friend the elderly lieutenant, who
had been visiting the Admiralty that morning and so had met Mr.
Spokesly, was explaining something:
"I told him that taking everything into consideration, I really couldn't
see my way. Not now. You see, we aren't getting any younger, and my wife
is so attached to Chingford she won't hear of leaving. And of course I
couldn't go out _there_ alone now."
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