Didactic fiction; Political fiction; Social problems -- Fiction
She rarely looked forward to Walter's return, and when she did, it was
with no definite visualizing thought of marriage. The concept of sex was
vague to her--and decidedly fearsome. Not even Harry Klein, her first
lover--and she always thought of him as an incident in a dim and very
remote past--had really stirred her woman's nature. He had appealed to
her as an instrument, a key by which to escape from her dungeon. The
sentiments, which his meagre caresses had raised, had by the fright of
the adventure been driven back in dismay.
Sometimes, to be sure, a sort of sweet dizziness overcame her when she
remembered how Walter had kissed her hand. The spot below the middle
finger of her left hand which his lips had touched was a holy place. But
more often she thought of his words. When in her dreams he seemed
nearest, he was halfway across the room, in the big leather chair, while
she was curled up on the window-seat. She was not yet twenty-one. Her
girlhood had been sacrificed to the machine. Orderly, symmetrical
development had been impossible. Now that she was a woman in body, in
mind, in work, her imagination was still in the first flower of
adolescence.
On the mantelpiece of his old room, where she lived, a snapshot of the
white men of the Expedition leaned against the cow-faced god of the
Haktites. Like Saul of old, Walter towered head and shoulders above his
mates. Khaki and a pith helmet are not exactly silver armor--but to
Yetta he seemed the Shining Prince. And Isadore wanted her to live with
him in an East Side flat.
If falling in love with her had disturbed Isadore, his inability to put
her out of his mind after her emphatic refusal troubled him a thousand
times more. He got no ease from his pain except in work. The anxiety of
his friends increased. But, brushing aside their protests, he sought out
ever new activities. He hated to be idle, he came to fear being alone in
his room. But not even the most strenuous endeavor to forget relieved
him.
In the beautifully illogical way life has, help came to Isadore from a
source he would never have dreamed of. He came home early one night to
write an article for the _Forwaertz_. To his dismay he found that he had
left his notes in the office. The article would have to wait, and here
he was with nothing to do, alone in his room, where of all places he
found it hardest to escape from the aching hunger of his heart, the sad
confusion of his thoughts.
It was not much of a room--an iron cot, a big deal table, a few cheap
chairs and bookcases. It was not even decently clean. In the five years
he had lived there he had been quite oblivious to its sordidness. But of
late it had become abhorrent to him. He was already half undressed. The
bitter summer heat had driven the tenement dwellers out on the street.
The perspiring humanity which crowded the sidewalks offered no
comfortable escape.
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