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"I've been counting a good deal upon a home Christmas," he went on;
"more than I realised; and this isn't exactly the real thing."
Belinda nodded comprehension.
The "Black Sheep" read the sympathy in her eyes.
"It's good of you to listen. You see, I've been away twenty years. It's
a long time."
He sat silent for a moment staring straight before him, but seeing
something that she could not see. Then he came back to her.
"Yes; it's a long time. One imagines the things one has left stand
still, but they don't. I thought I'd find everything pretty much the
same. Of course I might have known better, but--well, a fellow's memory
and imagination play tricks upon his intelligence sometimes. I liked New
York, you know. It's the only place, but I made the mistake of thinking
I could fill it, and it was bigger than I had supposed. I swelled as
much as I could, but I finally burst, like the ambitious frog in the
fable. I'd made a good many different kinds of a fool of myself, Miss
Carewe."
He hesitated, but her eyes encouraged him.
"I'd made an awful mess of things, and the family were down on me--right
they were, too. The girls were pretty bitter. It was hard on them, you
see, and I deserved all I got. Emmy would have forgiven me, but Lou was
just rather than merciful. You know justice is Lou's long suit. Well, I
cut away to Australia, and I didn't write--first because I hadn't
anything good to tell, and then because I didn't believe anybody'd care
to hear, and finally because it had got to be habit. It'd a' been
different if mother had been alive. Probably I'd never have run--or if I
had run I'd have written, but sisters--sisters are different. Mothers
are----"
His voice stuck fast with a queer quaver, and Belinda nodded again. She
knew that mothers were----
He found his voice.
"I struck it rich after a while and I was too busy making money to think
much; but by-and-by, after the pile was pretty big, I got to thinking of
ways of spending it, and then old New York began bobbing into my world
again, and I thought about the girls and the things I could do to make
up, and about the good times I could give some of the old crowd who had
stood by me when I was good for nothing and didn't deserve a friend.
And then I began planning and planning--but I didn't write. I used to go
to sleep planning how I'd drop back into this little village and what
I'd do to it. Finally I decided to get here for Christmas. The
schoolgirls would be away then and I would walk in here and pick Emmy
and Lou up, and give them the time of their lives during the holidays.
All the way across the Pacific and the continent I was planning the
surprise. I've got two ten-thousand-dollar checks made out to the girls
here in my pocket, and I've got a list a mile long of other Christmas
presents I was going to get for them. I even had the Christmas dinner
menu fixed--and here I am."
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