Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
He was perfectly delighted when he first saw some of the sketches of my
wife. He had none of that little jealousy which so frequently impairs
the temper and the worth of amateurs. He could admire without prejudice,
and praise without reserve. He praised them. He evidently admired them.
He sought every occasion to see them, and omitted none in which to
declare his opinion of their merits. This, in the first pleasant season
of my marriage--when the leaves were yet green and fresh upon the tree
of love--was grateful to my feelings. I felt happy to discover that my
judgment had not erred in the selection of my wife. I stimulated her
industry that I might listen to my friend's eulogy. I suggested subjects
for her pencil. I fitted up an apartment especially as a studio for her
use. I bought her some fine studies, lay figures, heads in marble and
plaster; and lavished, in this way, the small surplus fund which had
heretofore accrued from my professional industry, and that personal
frugality with which it was accompanied.
William Edgerton was now for ever at our house. He brought his own
pictures for the inspection of my wife. He sometimes painted in her
studio. He devised rural and aquatic parties with sole reference to
landscape scenery and delineation; and indifferent to the law always,
he now abandoned himself almost entirely to those tastes which seemed to
have acquired of a sudden, the strangest and the strongest impulse.
In this--at least for a considerable space of time--I saw nothing very
remarkable. I knew his tastes previously. I had seen how little disposed
he was to grapple earnestly with the duties of his profession; and did
not conceive it surprising, that, with family resources sufficient to
yield him pecuniary independence, he should surrender himself up to the
luxurious influence of tastes which were equally lovely in themselves,
and natural to the first desires of his mind. But when for days he was
missed from his office--when the very hours of morning which are most
religiously devoted by the profession to its ostensible if not earnest
pursuit, were yielded up to the easel--and when, overlooking the
boundaries which, according to the conventional usage, made such a
course improper, he passed many of these mornings at my house, during my
absence, I began to entertain feelings of disquietude.
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