Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
“I thank you, but have an engagement for the morning.”
“Well, the next day. They will remain but a few days longer in the
city.”
“I am sorry, but I shall not be able to go even the next day, I am so
busy.”
“Busy? ah! that reminds me to ask if you have given up the pencil
altogether? Have you wholly abandoned the studio? I never see you now
at work in the morning. I had no thought that you had so much of the
fashionable taste for morning calls, shopping, and the like.”
“Nor have I,” was the quiet answer. “I seldom leave home in the
morning.”
“Indeed!” with some doubtfulness of countenance, almost amounting to
chagrin--“indeed! how is it that I so seldom see you, then?”
“The cares of a household, I suppose, might be my sufficient excuse.
While my liege lord works abroad, I find my duties sufficiently urgent
to task all my time at home.”
“Really--but you do not propose to abandon the atelier entirely?
Clifford himself, with his great fondness for the art, will scarcely be
satisfied that you should, even on a pretence of work.”
“I do not know. I do not think that MY HUSBAND”--the last two words
certainly emphasized--“cares much about it. I suspect that music and
painting, however much they delighted and employed our girlhood, form
but a very insignificant part of our duties and enjoyments when we get
married.”
“But you do not mean to say that a fine landscape, or an exquisite head,
gives you less satisfaction than before your marriage?”
“I confess they do. Life is a very different thing before and after
marriage. It seems far more serious--it appears to me a possession now,
and time a sort of property which has to be economized and doled
out almost as cautiously as money. I have not touched a brush this
fortnight. I doubt if I have been in the painting-room more than once in
all this time.”
This conversation, which evidently discomfited William Elgerton, was
productive to me of no small satisfaction. After a brief interval,
consumed in silence, he resumed it:--
“But I must certainly get you to see these pictures. Nay, I must
also--since you keep at home--persuade you to look into the studio
tomorrow, if it be only to flatter my vanity by looking at a sketch
which I have amused myself upon the last three mornings. By-the-way, why
may we not look at it tonight?”
“We shall not be able to examine it carefully by night,” was the answer,
as I fancied, spoken with unwonted coldness and deliberation.
“So much the better for me,” he replied, with an ineffectual attempt to
laugh; “you will be less able to discern its defects.”
“The same difficulty will endanger its beauties,” Julia answered,
without offering to rise.
“Well, at least, you must arrange for seeing the pictures at ----'s.
They are to remain but a few days, and I would not have you miss seeing
them for the world. Suppose you say Saturday morning?”
“If nothing happens to prevent,” she said; “and I will endeavor to
persuade Mr. Clifford to look at them with us.”
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