Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
“Evil, indeed! Not much; but even if it were, I tell you Ned Clifford, I
am just now in the mood to say, 'Evil be thou my good!' I have reason to
say it; and, by the powers, it will not be said only. I will make evil
my good after a fashion of my own; but how much good or now little evil,
will be yet another question.”
I was interested, in spite of myself, by the vehemence and unusual
seriousness of my companion's manner. It somewhat harmonized with my own
temper, and in a measure beguiled me into a momentary heedlessness of my
particular griefs. I urged him to a more frank statement of the things
that troubled him.
“Can I serve you in anything?” was the inquiry which concluded my
assurance that I was sufficiently his friend to sympathize with him in
his afflictions.
“You can serve me, and I need your service. You can serve me in two
respects; nay, if you do not, I know not which side to turn for service.
In the first place, then, I wish a hundred dollars, and I wish it
to-night. In the next place, I wish a companion--a man not easily
scared, who will follow where I lead him, and take part in a 'knock down
and drag out,' if it should become necessary, without asking the why and
the wherefore.”
“You shall have the money, Kingsley.”
“Stay! Perhaps I may never pay it you again.”
“I shall regret that, for I can ill afford to lose any such sum; but,
even to know that would not prevent me from lending you in your need. It
is enough that you are in want. You tell me you are.”
“I am; but my wants are not such as a pure moralist, however strong
might be his friendship, would be disposed to gratify. I shall stake
that money on the roll of the dice.”
“Impossible! You do not game!”
“True as a gospel! Hark you, Clifford, and save us the homily. I am a
ruined man--ruined by the d---d dice and the deceptive cards. I shall
pay you back the hundred dollars, but I shall have precious little after
that.”
“But, surely, I was not misinformed. You were rich a few years ago.”
“A few months! But the case is the same. I am poor now. My riches had
wings. I am reduced to my tail-feathers; but I will flourish with
these to the last. I have fallen among thieves. They have clipped my
plumage--close! close! They have stripped me of everything, but some
small matters which, when sold, will just suffice to get me horse or
halter. Some dirty acres in Alabama, are all I absolutely have remaining
of any real value. But there is one thing that I may have, if I stake
boldly for it.”
“You will only lose again. The hope of a gamester rises, in due degree,
with the increasing lightness of his pockets.”
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