Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
The humor of Kingsley tallied somewhat with my own. It had in it a spice
of recklessness which pleased me. Perhaps, too, it tended somewhat to
relieve and qualify the intenseness of that excitement in my brain,
which sometimes rose to such a pitch as led me to apprehend madness.
That I was a monomaniac has been admitted, perhaps not a moment too soon
for the author's candor. The sagacity of the reader made him independent
of the admission.
“Your beggar,” said he, somewhat abruptly, “has the only true feeling
of independence. Absolutely, I never knew till now what it was to be
thoroughly indifferent to what might come to-morrow. I positively care
for nothing. I am the first prince Sans Souci. That shall be my
title when I get among the Cumanches. I will have a code of laws and
constitution to suit my particular humor, and my chief penalties shall
be inflicted upon your fellows who grunt. A sigh shall incur a week's
solitary confinement; a sour look, pillory; and for a groan, the
hypochondriac shall lose his head! My prime minister shall be the fellow
who can longest use his tongue without losing his temper; and the
man who can laugh and jest shall always have his plate at my table.
Good-humored people shall have peculiar privileges. It shall be a
certificate in one's favor, entitling him to so many acres, that he
takes the world kindly. Such a man shall have two wives, provided he can
keep them peacefully in the same house. His daughters shall have dowries
from government. The prince of Sans Souci will himself provide for
them.”
I made some answer, half jest, half earnest, in a mood of mocking
bitterness, which, perhaps, more truly accorded with the temper of both
of us. He did not perceive the bitterness, however.
“You jest, but mine is not altogether jest. Half-serious glimpses of
what I tell you float certainly before my eyes. Such things may happen
yet, and the southwest is the world in which you are yet to see many
wondrous things. The time must come when Texas shall stretch to Mexico.
These miserable slaves and reptiles--mongrel Spaniards and mongrel
Indians--can not very long bedevil that great country. It must fall into
other hands. It must be ours; and who, when that time comes, will carry
into the field more thorough claims than mine. Master of myself, fearing
nothing, caring for nothing; with a gallant steed that knows my voice,
and answers with whinny and pricked ears to my encouragement; with a
rifle that can clip a Mexican--dollar or man--at a hundred yards, and a
heart that can defy the devil over his own dish, and with but one spoon
between us--and who so likely to win his principality as myself? Look
to see it, Clifford, I shall be a prince in Mexico; and when you hear of
the prince Sans Souci be assured you know the man. Seek me then, and ask
what you will. You have CARTE BLANCHE from this moment.”
“I shall certainly keep it in mind, prince.”
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