Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
“No! not exactly--it may--but if it does not, what then? I shall lose
the money, but you shan't. But, truth to speak, Clifford, I do not
propose to myself the recovery of what is lost. I know I have been the
prey of sharpers. That is to say, I have every reason to believe so,
and I have had a hint to that effect. I have a spice of the devil in me,
accordingly--a mocking, mortifying devil, that jeers me with my d---d
simplicity; and I propose to go and let the swindlers know, in a way as
little circuitous as possible, that I am not blind to the fact that they
have made an ass of me. There will be some satisfaction, in that. I
will write myself down an ass, for their benefit, only to enjoy the
satisfaction of kicking a little like one. I invite you on a kicking
expedition.”
I felt for my dagger in my bosom, as I answered: “Very good! Have you
weapons?”
“Hickory! You see! a moderate axe-handle, that'll make its sentiments
understood You are warned; you see what you are to expect. I will not
take you in. Are you ready for a scratch?”
“Allons!” I replied indifferently. The truth is, my bosom was full of a
recklessness of a far more sweeping character than his own. I was in the
mood for strife. It promised only the more thoroughly to prepare me
for the darker trial which was before me, and which my secret soul was
meditating all the while with an intense and gloomy tenacity of purpose.
CHAPTER XXVIII.
MORALS OF ENTERPRISE.
I got him the money he required; and we were about to set forth, when he
exclaimed abruptly:--
“Put money in thy own purse, Clifford. It may be necessary to practise a
little ruse de guerre. In playing my game, it may be important that you
should deem to play one also. You have no scruples to fling the dice or
flirt the cards for the nonce.”
“None! But I should like to know your plans. Tell me, in the first
place, your precise object.”
“Simply to detect certain knaves, and save certain fools. The knaves
have ruined me, and I make no lamentations; but there are others in
their clutches still, quite as ignorant as myself, who may be saved
before they are stripped entirely. The object is not a bad one; for the
rest, trust to me. I mean no harm; a little mischief only; and, at most,
a tweak of one proboscis or more. There's risk, of a certainty, as there
is in sucking an egg; but you are a man! Not like that d--d milksop, who
gives up his friend as soon as he gets poor, and proffers him a sermon
by way of telling him--precious information, truly--that he's in a fair
way to the devil. The toss of a copper for such friendship.”
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