Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
Well, at twenty-one, William Edgerton and myself were admitted to the
practice of the law, and that too with considerable credit to ourselves.
I had long since been carried by my friend into his family circle; and
Mr. Edgerton, his father, had been pleased to distinguish me with sundry
attentions, which were only grateful to me in consequence of the unusual
deference with which his manner evinced his regard. His gentle inquiries
and persuasive suggestions beguiled me into more freedom of speech than
I had ever before been accustomed to; and his judicious management of my
troubled spirit, for a time, stifled its contradictions, and suppressed
its habitual tendencies. But it was with some jealousy, and an erectness
of manner which was surely ungracious, though, perhaps, not offensive,
that I endured and replied to his inquiries into my personal condition,
my resources, and the nature of that dependence which I bore to the
family of my uncle. When he learned--which he did not from me--in what
manner I had pursued my studies--after what toils of the day, and
at what late hours of the night--when he found from a close private
examination, which he had given me, before my admission, that my
knowledge of the law was quite as good as the greater number of those
who apply for admission--he was pleased to express his astonishment at
my perseverance, and delight at my success. When, too, in addition to
this, he discovered, upon a minute inquiry from my employers and others,
that I was abstemious, and indulged in no excesses of any kind, his
interest in me increased, as I thought, who had been accustomed to
nothing of the sort, beyond all reasonable measure-and I soon had
occasion to perceive that it was no idle curiosity that prompted his
consideration and inquiry.
Without my knowledge, he paid a visit to my uncle. This gentleman, I may
be permitted here to say, had been quite as much surprised as anybody
else, at my determined prosecution of my studies in spite of the
difficulties by which I was surrounded. That I was pursuing them, while
in the mercantile establishment to which I had gone, he did not believe;
and very frequently when I was at his house--for I visited the family,
and sometimes, though unfrequently, dined with them on a sabbath--he
jeered me on my progress--the “wonderful progress,” as he was pleased
to term it--which he felt sure I was making with my Coke and Blackstone,
while baling blankets, or bundling up plains and kerseys. This I bore
patiently, sustained as I was by the proud, indomitable spirit within
me, which assured me of the ultimate triumph which I felt positive would
ensue. I enjoyed his surprise--a surprise that looked something like
consternation--when the very day of my admission to the bar, and after
that event, I encountered him in the street, and in answer to his usual
sarcastic inquiry:--
“Well, Edward, how does the law come on? How is Sir William Blackstone,
Sir Edward Coke, and the rest of the white heads?”
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