Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
These facts wrought like madness in my brain. Then, too, in her delirium
she raves of HIM! Is not that significant? True, it comes from the lips
of that malicious old woman! she, who had already hinted to me that my
wife--her daughter--was likely to be as faithless to me as she had been
to herself. Still, it is significant, even if it be only the invention
of this old woman. It showed what she conjectured--what she thought to
be a natural result of these practices which had prompted her suspicions
as well as my own.
How hot was the iron-pressure upon my brain--how keen and scorching was
that fiery arrow in my soul, when I took my place of watch beside the
unconscious form of my wife, God alone can know. If I am criminal--if
I have erred with wildest error--surely I have struggled with deepest
misery. I have been misled by wo, not temptation! Sore has been my
struggle, sore my suffering, even in the moment of my greatest fault and
folly. Sore!---how sore!
CHAPTER XXXIII.
STILL THE CLOUD.
For three days and nights did I watch beside the sick bed of my wife.
In all this time her fate continued doubtful. I doubt if any anxiety or
attention could have exceeded mine; as it was clear to myself that,
in spite of jealousy and suspicion, my love for her remained without
diminution. Yet this watch was not maintained without some trials far
more severe and searching than those which it produced upon the body.
Her mind, wandering and purposeless, yet spoke to mine, and renewed all
its racking doubts, and exaggerated all its nameless fears. Her veins
burned with fever. She was fitfully delirious. Words fell from her at
spasmodic moments--strange, incoherent words, but all full of meaning in
my ears. I sat beside the bed on one hand, while, on one occasion, her
mother occupied a seat upon that opposite. The eyes of my wife opened
upon both of us--turned from me, convulsively, with an expression, as
I thought, of disgust, then closed--while her lips, taking up their
language, poured forth a torrent of threats and reproaches.
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