Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
“Surely, if you DO think so; but I am too old a man, and too old a
friend of your own and wife's family, to justify you in taking exception
to what I say. I hope you do not neglect this dear child, for she is one
too sweet, too good, too gentle, Clifford, to be subjected to hard usage
and neglect. I think her one of earth's angels--a meek creature, who
would never think or do wrong, but would rather suffer than complain.
I sincerely hope, for your own sake, as well as hers, that you truly
estimate her worth.”
I could not answer the good old man, though I was angry with him. My
conscience deprived me of the just power to give utterance to my anger.
I was silent, and he forbore any further reference to the subject.
Shortly after he took his leave, and I re-ascended the stairs. Wearing
slippers, I made little noise, and at the door of my wife's chamber I
caught a sentence from the lips of Mrs. Delaney, which made me forget
everything that the doctor had been saying.
“But Julia, there must have been some accident--something must have
happened. Did your foot slip? perhaps, in getting out of the carriage,
or in going up stairs, or--. There must have been something to frighten
you, or hurt you. What was it?”
I paused; my heart rose like a swelling, struggling mass in the gorge
of my throat. I listened for the reply. A deep sigh followed; and then I
heard a reluctant, faint utterance of the single word, “Nothing!”
“Nothing?” repeated the old lady. “Surely, Julia, there was something.
Recollect yourself. You know you rode home with Mr. Edgerton. It was
past one o'clock--”
“No more--no more, mother. There was nothing--nothing that I recollect.
I know nothing of what happened. Hardly know where I am now.”
I felt a momentary pang that I had lingered at the entrance. Besides,
there was no possibility that she would have revealed anything to the
inquisitive old woman. Perhaps, had this been probable, I should not
have felt the scruple and the pang. The very questions of Mrs. Delaney
were as fully productive of evil in my mind, as if Julia had answered
decisively on every topic. I entered the room, and Mrs. Delaney, after
some little lingering, took her departure, with a promise to return
again soon. I paced the chamber with eyes bent upon the floor.
“Come to me, Edward-come sit beside me.” Such were the gentle words of
entreaty which my wife addressed to me. Gentle words, and so spoken--so
sweetly, so frankly, as if from the very sacredest chamber of her heart.
Could it be that guilt also harbored in that very heart--that it was the
language of cunning on her lips--the cunning of the serpent? Ah! how
can we think that with serpent-like cunning, there should be dove-like
guilelessness? My soul revolted at the idea. The sounds of the poor
girl's voice sounded like hissing in my ears. I sat beside her as she
requested, and almost started, as I felt her fingers playing with the
hair upon my temples.
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