Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
The cheeks of my uncle reddened. The last sentence of Mr. Edgerton
was unfortunate for his object. It conveyed a tacit reproof, which the
niggardly conscience of Mr. Clifford readily appropriated and, perhaps,
anticipated. He dreaded lest Mr. Edgerton knew all.
“You are probably aware, Mr. Edgcrton,” he replied with equal hesitancy
and haste--“you have heard that Edward Clifford is an orphan--that he
has nothing, and it was therefore necessary that he should learn to
employ himself; though it was against my wish, sir, that he went into a
mercantile house.”
There was something suppressed in this--a mean evasion--for he could
not easily have told Mr. Edgcrton, without a blush, that, instead of the
mercantile establishment, he would have made me a bricklayer's hodman.
But this, it seems, Edgerton had found out for himself. His reply,
however, was calculated to soothe the jealous apprehensions of Mr.
Clifford. He had an object in view, which he thought too important to
risk for the small pleasure of a passing sarcasm.
“Perhaps, it has happened for the best, Mr. Clifford. You were right in
requiring the young man to do for himself. Were I worth millions, sir, I
should still prefer that my son should learn that lesson--that he should
work out his own deliverance with the sweat of his own brow.”
“I agree with you, sir, perfectly,” replied the other, with increased
complacency. “A boy learns to value his money as he should, only when he
has earned it for himself.”
“Ah! it is not for this object simply,” replied Mr. Edgerton, “that I
would have him acquire habits of industry; it is for the moral results
which such habits produce--the firmness, character, consistency--the
strength and independence--temperance, justice--all of which arise, and
almost only, from obedience to this law. But it is clear that one can
not do everything by himself, and this young man, though he has gone on
in a manner that might shame the best of us, is still not so thoroughly
independent as he fancies himself. It will be some time before he will
be able to realize anything from his profession, and he will need some
small assistance in the meantime.”
“I can not help him,” exclaimed Mr. Clifford, abruptly--“I have not the
means to spare. My own family need everything that I can give. He has
himself only to blame. He chose his profession for himself. I warned him
against it. He needn't send to me.”
“Do not mistake me, Mr. Clifford,” said Mr. Edgerton, calmly. “Your
nephew knows nothing of my present visit. I would be loath that he
should know. It was the singular independence of his mind that led me
to the conviction, that he would sooner die than ask assistance from
anybody, that persuaded me to suggest to you in what manner you might
afford him an almost necessary help, without offending his sensibility.”
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