Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
Deep and touching was the groan that followed from that old man's bosom.
I hastened to relieve him.
“I am sure, sir, that you do your son great injustice. I cannot conceive
it possible that he should have fallen into these habits.”
“He is out nightly--late--till near daylight. But two hours ago he
returned home. Let me confess to you, Clifford, what I should be loath
to confess to anybody else. I followed him last night. He took the path
to the suburbs, and I kept him in sight almost till he reached your
dwelling. Then I lost him. He moved too rapidly then for my old limbs,
and disappeared among those groves of wild orange that fill your
neighborhood. I searched them as closely as I could in the imperfect
starlight, but could see nothing of him. I am told that there are
gambling-houses, notorious enough, in the suburbs just beyond you.
I fear that he found shelter in these--that he finds shelter in them
nightly.”
I scarcely breathed while listening to the unhappy father's, narrative.
There was one portion of it to which I need not refer the reader, as
calculated to confirm my own previous convictions. I struggled with my
feelings, however, in respect for his. I kept them down and spoke.
“In this one fact, Mr. Edgerton, I see nothing to alarm you. Your
son may have been engaged far more innocently than you imagine. He is
young--you know too well the practices of young men. As for the drinking
he is perhaps the very last person whom I should suspect of excess. I
have always thought his temperance unquestionable.”
“Until recently, I should have had no fears myself. But connecting one
fact with another--his absence all night, nightly--the stealthiness
with which he departs from home after the family has retired--the
stealthiness with which he returns just before day--his visible
agitation when addressed--and, oh Clifford! worst of all signs, the
shrinking of his eye beneath mine and his mother's--the fear to meet,
and the effort to avoid us--these are the signs which most pain me,
and excite my apprehensions But look at his face and figure also. The
haggard misery of the one, sign of sleeplessness and late watching--the
attenuated feebleness of the other, showing the effects of some
practices, no matter of what particular sort, which are undermining his
constitution, and rapidly tending to destroy him. If you but look in his
eye as I have done, marking its wildness, its wandering, its sensible
expression of shame--you can hardly fail to think with me that something
is morally wrong. He is guilty--”
“He is guilty!”
I echoed the words of the father, involuntarily. They struck the
chord of conviction in my own soul, and seemed to me the language of a
judgment.
“Ha! You know it, then?” cried the old man. “Speak! Tell me,
Clifford--what is his folly? What is the particular guilt and shame into
which he has fallen?”
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