Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
“True; but there is something grievously wrong when the son dares not
meet the eye of a parent with manly fearlessness; when he looks without
joyance at the face of a mother, and shrinks from her endearments as if
he felt that he deserved them not. William Edgerton is miserable; that
is evident enough. Now, misery does not always imply guilt; but, in
his case, what else should it imply! He has had no misfortunes. He is
independent; he is beloved by his parents, and by his friends; he has
had no denial of the affections; in short, there is no way of accounting
for his conduct or appearance, but by the supposition that he has fallen
into vicious habits. Whatever these habits are, they are killing him.
He is a mere skeleton; his whole appearance is that of a man running
a rapid course of dissipation which can only advance in shame, and
terminate in death. Clifford, if I have ever served you in the hour of
your need, serve me in this of mine. Save my son for me. Bring him back
from his folly; restore him, if you can, to peace and purity. See him,
will you not? Seek him out; see him; probe his secret; and tell me what
can be done to rescue him before it be too late.”
“Really, Mr. Edgerton, you confound me. What can I do?”
“I know not. Every thing, perhaps! I confess I can not counsel you. I
can not even suggest how you should begin. You must judge for yourself.
You must think and make your approaches according to your own judgment.
Remember, that it is not in his behalf only. Think of the father, the
mother! our hope, our all is at stake. I speak to you in the language of
a child, Clifford. I am a child in this. This boy has been the apple of
our eyes. It is our sight for which I seek your help. I know your good
sense and sagacity. I know that you can trace out his secret when I
should fail. My feelings would blind me to the truth. They might lead me
to use language which would drive him from me. I leave it all to you. I
know not who else can do for me half so well in a matter of this sort.
Will you undertake it?”
Could I refuse? This question was discussed in all its bearings, in
a few lightning-like progresses of thought. I felt all its
difficulties--anticipated the annoyances to which it would subject me,
and the degree of self-forbearance which it would necessarily require;
yet, when I looked on the noble old gentleman who sat beside me--his
gray hairs, his pleading looks, the recollection of the deep debt of
gratitude which I owed him--I put my hand in his; I could resist no
longer.
“I will try!” was the brief answer which I made him.
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