Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
“God bless, God speed you!” he exclaimed, squeezing my hand with a
pressure that said everything, and we separated; he for his family,
and I for that new task which I had undertaken. How different from my
previous purpose! I was now to seek to save the person whom I had set
forth that morning with the purpose (if I had any purpose) to destroy.
What a volume made up of contradictions and inconsistencies, strangely
bound together, is the moral world of man!
CHAPTER XXXV.
APPLICATION OF “THE QUESTION.”
But how to save him? How to approach him? How to keep down my own sense
of wrong, my own feeling of misery, while representing the wishes and
the feelings of that good old man--that venerable father? These were
questions to afflict, to confound me! Still, I was committed; I must do
what I had promised; undertake it at least; and the conviction that such
a task was to be the severest trial of my manliness, was a conviction
that necessarily helped to strengthen me to go through with it like a
man.
What I had heard from Mr. Edgerton in relation to his son, though new,
and somewhat surprising to myself, had not altered, in any respect,
my impressions on the subject of his conduct toward, or with, my wife.
Indeed, it rather served to confirm them. I could have told the old man,
that, in losing all traces of his son in the neighborhood of my dwelling
the night when he pursued him, he had the most conclusive proofs that he
had gone to no gaming-houses. But where did he go? That was a question
for myself. Had he entered my premises, and hidden himself amidst the
foliage where I had myself so often harbored, while my object had been
the secret inspection of my household? Could it be that he had loitered
there during the last few nights of my wife's illness, in the vain hope
of seeing me take my departure? This was the conclusion which I reached,
and with it came the next thought that he would revisit the spot again
that night. Ha! that thought! “Let him come!” I muttered to myself. “I
will endeavor to be in readiness!”
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