Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
Something of this--nay, perhaps, the most of it, was due to my wife
herself. There was a change in her air and manner which sensibly
affected my heart. I had treated her coldly at first, but she had not
perceived it; at least she had not suffered it to influence her conduct;
and I was equally pleased and surprised to behold in her language,
looks, and deportment, a degree of life and buoyant animation, which
reminded me of the very champagne exuberance and spirit of her youth.
Her eyes flashed with a sense of freedom. Her voice sounded with the
silvery clearness of one, who, long pent up in the limits of a dungeon,
uses the first moment of escape into the forests to delight himself with
song. She seemed to have just thrown off a miserable burden;--and, as
for any grief--any sign of regret at leaving home and tics from which
she would not willingly part--there was not the slightest appearance of
any such feeling in her mind, look, or manner. Kindly, considerately,
and sweetly, and with a cheery smile in her eyes, and a springing vigor
in the accents of her voice, she strove to enliven the way and to expel
the gloom which she soon perceived had fastened itself upon my soul. Her
own cares, if she had any, seemed to be very slight, and were utterly
lost in mine. She spoke of our new abiding-place with a hearty
confidence; that it would be at once a home of prosperity and peace;
and, altogether convinced me for the time that the sacrifice must be
comparatively very small, which she had made on leaving her birth-place.
I very soon wondered that I should have fancied that William Edgerton
was ever more to her than the friend of her husband.
Our journey was slow but not tedious. Had our progress been only half
so rapid, I should have been satisfied. It was love alone that my heart
wanted. I craved for nothing but the just requital of my own passion. I
had no complaint, no affliction, when I could persuade myself that I
had not thrown away my affections upon the ungrateful and undeserving.
Assured now of the love of the beloved one, all the intense devotion of
my soul was re-awakened; and the deepest shadows of the forest, gloomy
and desolate as they were, along the waste tracts of Georgia and
Alabama--in that earlier day--enlivened by the satisfied spirit within,
seemed no more than so many places of retreat, where security and peace,
combining in behalf of Love, had given him an exclusive sovereignty.
The rude countryman encountered us, and his face beamed with
cheerfulness and good humor. The song of the black softened the toils of
labor, in the unfinished clearings; and even the wild red man, shooting
suddenly from out the sylvan covert, wore in his visage of habitual
gravity, an air of resignation which took all harshness from his uncouth
features.
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