Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
“It will need. You must not overtask yourself. The walk is a long one
before us.”
Meantime, Wharton was already on his way. It was a tedious interval
which followed before his return with the carriage, which found
considerable difficulty in picking a track through the woods. Julia,
after recovery, had wandered off about a hundred yards from the
party. She betrayed no concern--no uneasiness--made no inquiries after
Edgerton, of whose condition she knew nothing--and, by this very course,
convinced me that she was conscious of too deep an interest in his fate
to trust her lips in referring to it. All that she said to me was, that
“she had been so terrified on seeing him fall, that she did not even
know that she had screamed.”
“Natural enough!” said my demon. “Had she been able to have controlled
her utterance, she would have taken precious good care to have
maintained the silence of the grave. But her feelings were too strong
for her policy.”
And I took this reasoning for gospel.
The carriage came. Edgerton was put into it, but Julia positively
refused to ride. She insisted that she was perfectly equal to the walk
and walk she would. I was pleased with this determination, but not
willing to appear pleased. I expostulated with her even angrily, but
found her incorrigible. Chagrin and disappointment were obvious enough
on the face of William Edgerton.
I took my seat beside him, and left Kingsley and Wharton to escort my
wife home. We had scarcely got in motion before a rash determination
seized my mind.
“You must go home with me, Edgerton. It will not do, while you are in
this feeble state, to remain at a public tavern.”
He said something very faintly about crowding and inconveniencing us.
“Pshaw--room enough--and Julia can be your nurse.”
His eyes closed, he sunk back in the carriage, and a deep sigh escaped
him. I fancied that he had a second time fainted; but I soon discovered
that his faintness was simply the sudden sense of an overcoming
pleasure. I knit my teeth spasmodically together; I cursed him in
the bitterness of my heart, but said nothing. It was a feeling of
desperation that had prompted the rash resolution which I had taken.
“At least,” I muttered to myself, “it will bring these damning doubts
to a final trial. If they have been fools heretofore, opportunity will
serve to madden them. We shall see--we shall know all very soon;--and
then!--”
Ay, then!
CHAPTER XLIV.
THE DAMNING LETTER.
Mrs Porterfield, good old lady, half blind, half deaf, infirm and gouty,
but very good natured, easily complied with my request to accommodate
my friend. My friend!--She soon put one of her bed-rooms in order, and
Edgerton was in quiet possession of it sometime before the pedestrians
came home. When my wife was told of what I had done, she was perfectly
aghast. Her air of chagrin was well put on and excellently worn. But she
said nothing. Kingsley wore a face of unusual gravity.
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